wow im feeling so uninspired rn it's actually really depressing. It's been like this for the past few days too, so I've been really annoyed at myself and kicking myself for not writing more (I always aim for 10k in a week and so far I've written maybe 200 words... I mean, it is only tuesday so *sigh* it's fine. I'm fine.)
like bro- just write more already, jeez..
there is little I can do when writing about Grian and Scar that isn't gay af lmao - and even then, I'm still lowkey struggling to put my brain thoughts into an actual plan and write :(
thing is I have a plan for what I want to happen, I just can't execute it at the moment for some stupid unknown reason (grrrr)
anyways, this is me basically trying to expel all that negativity and start anew (and also trying to not give up already because i get sad when works on ao3 are abandoned and/or unfinished and i'm trying not to be that one kid that never finishes her projects *cries*)
thanks for coming to my ted talk, or whatever :D
