im questioning having another disability. heres a list of all the shit i managed to convince myself was real for some time:
- that i was a main character in the story that i wrote. like the lore was real and the goddess in charge of creating that story had chosen me (as well as some other people) to be one of the protags
- that whenever i hope for something to happen to one specific friend, it will actually make her day better in some way. and that if i dont, she has a bad day (still believe in this one!)
- every superstition ever (wearing red and crossing your fingers makes you lucky)
- that if i look at my reflection in the eyes at night, something strange will happen
- that if i stand under a chandelier, something strange will happen (yes, again)
- i swear to god there's more. umm. the burnout thing (which was somewhat grounded in reality, but got out of hand)
- the savior complex thing (same as the burnout thing)
- does spiral count?
- there's probably more but i can't remember
