Welcome to my show, ladies, gents, others and otherkin!
[PT: Welcome to my show, ladies, gents, others and otherkin! /end PT.]
(Sorry, and none of the above. I just wanted the introduction to sound nice. I appreciate all of you!!)
I am nobody's host but my own, so feel free to stay or go whenever you'd like! I perform for no one but yours truly.
I go by Eta or Nixi or any nickname/variation of those three names. I go by they/thəy/she/he/it with a preference that varies.
I am a near-immortal shapeshifting creature with one eye made of an unfathomable intangible dark matter. You will never be able to figure out what I am made up of. Hell, not even I know. I've been on this planet for billions of years and was born when the first tides rose, when the oceans were newly created. I crawled up from the deepest oceanic trenches and emerged to the surface, as something with the most nebulous origins, something that was never meant to exist in the first place. Also I'm fictionflicker based on my hyperfixations and... *checks notes* fictorealitas/fictionself. I am a fictional character. Not as in I'm a pre-existing character, as in I belong in a book or a movie or an indie tv show.
My gender is fluid. My aro is ace (probably) and I thought I was apl for a little while but, I'm starting to feel platonic attraction again. I know there's a label for that experience too but I can't remember what it was.
I don't have access to anything that could get me a diagnosis, so i have to rely on self diagnosis. So far I have been pretty certain about having ADHD, autism, ARFID and OCD. Also Main Character Syndrome (clearly) but there is no medical diagnosis for that anyway.
I used to be a tulpagenic system. I created my ex-headmates to cope with my supposed OCD symptoms, which were considerably worse at the time. All of them are okay, living their lives in universes separate from this one. Sorry, Shine.
My sideblog: @infinitely-long-project, an unfinished numberblocks fanfiction blog.
Tags I use:
#eta.the.music.doer - posts about my music! go check it out!
#into the depths - posts about campaign 1
#[character] itd - posts about a character from into the depths
#archives - posts about campaign 2
#[character] archives - posts about a character from archives
#dwellers of the necropolis - posts about campaign 3
#[character] dotn - posts about a character from dwellers of the necropolis
#the dragon isles - posts about the campaign im currently in
#[character] tdi - posts about a character from the dragon isles
#melody's call - posts about a project I'm working on called... well... Melody's call! I should probably explain the premise in a separate post or something.
#NAOS - stands for "nixi's adventures or something". posts about silly stuff i experience on a daily basis to make up for the fact i can't just run away from home and travel the universe in an orbble
#EMSAOS - stands for "eta's more serious adventures or something". posts about my problems which aren't exactly vents but still problems. expect a lot of honesty. it's part of the healing process trust
Tags I no longer use:
#shattered shenanigans - posts about being a system
#⚜️ - golden posting/reblogging stuff
#🚨 - burst posting/reblogging stuff
#🔆 - loom posting/reblogging stuff
#👁️🗨️ - doubt posting/reblogging stuff
#🎆 - sparky posting/reblogging stuff
#🎇 - esnet posting/reblogging stuff
#👾 - vandaliz posting/reblogging stuff
#🔍 - scarlet posting/reblogging stuff
Important things!
I do not consent to having any of my creations used as food for any kind of AI!
And, I'm sorry to everyone suffering and dying from the war in Palestine, but I am unable to donate due to my notable lack of bank account.
DNI if you hurt anyone or condone/are neutral to hurting people because of something they identify as (such as exclusionists, bigots, ableists, ect). DNI if you are or condone/are neutral about harmful identities (such as pro/neutral-contact paraphiles, radqueer/radinclus, ect).
went pspspspsps @ me:
@your-pal-nebula @risciaven @emberthearsonist @jadescortaurius-alt @extinctavialae @a-plural-seraphim @classyruinsbarbarian @korya-elana @somethingsomethingdgronpa @smal5504 @gutzygumsho3 @gridgamesgalore @sketchoutthebirdie @pennyroks77 @creep3r-chan
Blinkies!! (TW: Eyestrain, Flashing lights)
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