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Chapter 45: Wolves in Sheeps’ Clothing
Gwen paced aggressively behind the sealed door of the ancient Elvhenen temple, grinding her teeth with fury. The unspoken words sat trapped in her throat like a molten Dwemer ingot, and the souls of the dragons she carried writhed with the same disappointment she felt. A golden opportunity; the chance she had been waiting for to fulfill her destiny and defeat Alduin, once and for all, only to be snatched away by those she called friend.
She rolled her shoulders and neck in frustration at the recent memory of Bull slapping his hand over her mouth at Max’s order. How dare they interfere! Alduin was there before them and she could have…
“FUS!” she shouted, sending broken masonry tumbling across the broken tiles of the temple floor to come to rest against the base of a stylized statue, female in form with dragon wings, that seemed to mock her failure. She felt a silent presence at her back and whirled around, raising and drawing her bow in one smooth motion as she did.
“Woah there, Rosy!” Varric stood his ground but calmly raised his hands at her threatening display. “I mean you no harm.”
“I know you don’t, Varric,” she said, lowering the bow and relaxing the tension on the string. “I’m just a little… unsettled by… everything.” She rolled her shoulders again trying to alleviate the sensation of phantom wings that failed to materialize with the earlier interrupted shout.
He studied her silently as she paced. “Will you be able to go on?”
“VAHZAH,” she snapped, her eyes flashed and the thu’um rumbled softly just below her voice.
He cocked his head to the side and lift a brow in question.
She huffed and rolled her shoulders one more time. “Yes, Varric. I’m good,” she replied, calmly.
“At the risk of riling you up again, you know that none of us, least of all Max—or Tiny, for that matter—“ he snorted thinking how Bull had physically picked her up to run for the door, “have any desire to prevent you from taking out that dragon.“ He held his hand up to stall her rebuttal. “But Max made the right call. We were trapped in that valley surrounded by dead elves, dead Wardens, exploding bridges, Corypheus back on his feet, no cover, and no backup. With two dragons about to go tooth and claw, fire and blighted lyrium, right on top of the rest of us. I, for one, am glad that I’m not a dwarven-shaped smear on those stones outside.”
“I wouldn’t have let anything happen to any of you. I would have lured Alduin away.”
“You would have tried, Rosy, you would have tried. You have a protective streak as wide as a dragon’s wing and that twisted asshole would have used that against you. He would have commanded his pet dragon to make you sacrifice yourself to protect us.”
She pursed her lips and considered his words. He wasn’t wrong; Alduin’s soul might inhabit the dragon but he still did Corypheus’ bidding. That, in and of itself, gave her pause. It was all too likely that he wasn’t entirely in control. To be commanded in such a way by a joor, even a powerful sonaak, was beneath him. Paak. But there it was.
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