Pissed off because my brain keeps telling me I'm too ugly for my fictional crushes to ever like me.
I'm sorry. HE'S NOT FUCKING REAL!?!? 'Awww, he'd never like me 🥺' HE DOSN'T EXIST, GIRL, GET A G R I P-
All this to say, fuck sociaty and its beauty standards because I can't even escape to the fantasys of my own creation, anymore T^T














