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[fag4butch]

okaay ygdhsfsf goodnight.gamers Love u guys

[dantelionwishes]

imagine how fucking feral I went when he sent out a copperajah + that scientist saying “he looks so much like chairman rose, but his attitude doesn't match the chairman at all” CAN YOU IMAGINE HOW FUCKING FERAL I WE-

[tbdagent]

the kirby crop top + skirt set is still on sale i am so fucking tempted

[dandomroodles]

this is an art blog

[glubbity-moved]

sometimes i wonder where all my sp friends went like? it feels like it was only a few months ago when we were all Making Posts and junk but now everyone’s changed their urls and moved on and i’m Still Here and Still Making Posts

[nothingmakes-sense]

shouting to the voidddddd because i am fucking tired and feel paralyzed

past few years have been weird. i need someone to help me get my shit together. someone who won't think i'm a burden. i can't do it alone anymore and therapists only care enough to help me in exchange for 100 dollars for less than an hour. feels/sounds more like prostitution now that i put it like that.

i got really depressed and isolated myself from just about everyone i knew, i removed myself from everything, and now i'm basically living as a hermit. i did this all to myself and now i'm complaining about it, and not doing anything to fix it. but i don't know what to do. i don't know anyone or how to do anything, it feels too overwhelming to even start. i'm too scared to go out by myself, which just leads to a spiral of staying in and not doing anything. and when i do go out, i tend to get too scared to talk to anyone, and the few people i do share contacts with never end up contacting me.

i'm starting a few classes at a nearby community college soon. i'll be a freshman at 22, so i'm honestly not expecting to make many/any friends. i moved to the tiny town my dad lives in because i don't have a job or money coming in so i can't live on my own. i want to move somewhere where there might be more people like me, to make friends and have a support system, but moving would be impossible unless i either get a good source of income or someone to live with. i can't get disability until i move out of my dad's (i don't think he believes i'm disabled), but i can't move out of my dad's until i get disability. go figure.

i dream about some random savior coming up to me and offering unconditional safety and knowing and support and a place to live, but i know that's not how it works.

[chai-dye]

Ppl can do whatever the hell they want to an extent but it is kinda frustrating that the minecraft tag is only filled with like, the MC youtuber version of a boyband

[gooberto]

That was legit stressful, now I REALLY need to unwind