#hidashipocalypse

[angelshizuka]

You really didn't deserve it. Like you said, you tagged things properly and I've never seen you attack people for disliking your ship. I'm really sorry you lost your blog.

Thank you again, Abbey! I'm slowly starting to accept the loss of my blog. But it still hurts, of course. I'm sure I'll be fine in the end!

[angelshizuka]

Also, some updates on my current situation

After two days off being extremely depressed, doing nothing but crying and having anxiety and IBS attacks. Eating nothing at all, because I had no appetite whatsoever. I finally seemed to have calmed down again.

I finally smiled again, I finally ate again and I'm not crying as much anymore.

Also yes, I do indeed realize that all of this probably was my own fault, something that could've been avoided. But that doesn't mean it's not painful. I've made my mistakes, I have my regrets, but I learned from it.

I do indeed wanna restart my Hiro blog. Not today, probably not tomorrow either, but some time soon. I really miss RPing him, even though it's only been two days. Or perhaps I could try RPing a new character, who knows.

I will forever miss everything that was lost on my SmallHiroDork blog. So much writing, so many asks and so many memories, now lost forever.

But I guess the best way to look at this is a fresh start for something better!

[angelshizuka]

I'll be completely honest, I'm not entirely sure what's happened, but I've got the impression it's really serious and I just wanted to say that I'm really sorry. You seem so nice and like you really don't deserve anything bad in life, so please keep happy :)

A blog of mine (SmallHiroDork) got deleted because of underaged porn (of Hiro with Tadashi). I'm slowly starting to understand what mistakes I made exactly, but it still hurts. And thank you so much, sweet Anon!

[angelshizuka]

It's a shame what happened to your RP blog. It was my favorite Big Hero 6 blog and you were one of my favorite Hiro mun's. Glad you're still here to stay though :)

Thank you so much! It really means a lot to me that I was your favourite!

[angelshizuka]

Hi! I am so sorry about your blog. It should not have been deleted. It's your blog, you choose what you post, people shouldn't have a problem with it. I don't talk really (shy) but I hope you know you're a super amazing blog! Stay strong my friend!

Apperently I did something against Tumblr's rules. But tbh, I've reached the point where I don't even care anymore. I've made my mistakes and had to pay for them and hope to start fresh soon. Anyway, thank you!

[angelshizuka]

I stand by that. My problem was with the Hidashi shippers who didn't care if their ship negatively affected people. You're not one of those people.

Thank you, Abbey! Yeah, I also couldn't really stand those people who refused to tag it or shoved it in people's faces on purpose. I always tried my best to tag things properly and keep them away from people who didn't like it for one reason or another. But, apperently that wasn't enough. I've made my mistakes and had to pay for them with something very dear to me.

[angelshizuka]

I am really glad I finally found you. I was one of your followers for your other blog & I just wanted to say I'm really sorry for what happen, I always look forward to reading that blog everyday since I joined the Hidashi fandom. I hope you will get better someday, don't let these stupid idiots ruin your passion and talent for something you love.

Thank you so much, Anon. I'm glad you were able to find your way back to me. I do wanna continue shipping Hidashi, just not on Tumblr anymore. And I hope to get back to roleplaying Hiro some time soon.

[angelshizuka]

Hello, sorry if I'm bothering you. I know I rarely speak to you, but I wish you luck! I hope you feel better! Thank you for being basically the captain of the ship. It's been fun till all the bs started. If you need anything, drop me a message. I honestly don't mind getting messages from people. I'm so sorry your blog (SmallHiroDork) was taken down. You are an amazing person and if anyone says your not, punch them in the face. I wanna help you, but idk how. I barely know you, yet I wanna assist.

You’re not bothering me at all! Thank you so much for offering your help and all that, it really means a lot! Captaining the Hidashi ship was a lot of fun, an experience I won’t trade for the world. But everything has it’s end, right?