“The Vow of Pursuit is about knowing where your treasure is and never giving up your search for it.”
I pursue my husband. I actively look for ways to serve him even when I don’t feel like it. Standing is not easy and sometimes, I still fail, BUT GOD has used this situation to speak life into my marriage and to others! 35 months ago, I heard “I feel nothing for you!”. For a whole year, he didn’t speak to me, help me, support me, like me, hug me or tell me he loved me. He acted like we were strangers living in the same house. He lived his life and I lived mine doing everything in the house. I worked full time in the office and at home. I was exhausted. Fast forward 35 months, and many tears, GOD is doing something! I’m clinging to JESUS with every ounce of my being and I won’t give in or give up. It’s HARD to see the devotion he has to her BUT GOD promised that not only would we be restored, but that it would be better than before. I’m trying to be patient but each day still has its challenges. My self esteem has suffered. My resolve is there but I always wonder why he felt I wasn’t worth fighting for!!!! The thing is Satan hates marriage. He just does. He skillfully crafts his plan and at just the right time, he dangles the “right fruit” in front of those who allow compromise or anger to take root and in he walks…..bringing deception with him. I believe my spouse knows what he’s doing is wrong but he is blinded by the truth! That said, my hope is in JESUS! I’m standing on HIS WORD and HIS promises! I shall not be moved!
