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[notquiteaghost]

Dean with more tattoos and like him working tattoos in around cas' handprint on his shoulder could have been a masterpiece. Or like him having getting a specific tattoo for cas, like a set of wings, not magical like most of his tattoos, and just dean should have had more tattoos like this is a man who screams i had 40 dollars in my pocket and nothing stopping me from putting something on my skin

YEAH he’s definitely the kind of person who just Gets The Itch and walks into a shop like. hey you got a flash book what will fifty dollars get me? he definitely has some that Mean Things but interspersed amongst stuff that he just likes the look of so he remains instructable to strangers. led zeppelin cover art, geometric patterns, abstract road maps. sam's SAT score.

and. absolutely yes cas tattoo. he gets it after a time cas has died i think because he wouldn’t want cas to See It. and i love wings but again that feels too obvious.... smth very abstract feels right, maybe based on enochian lettering....... like the reverse of angel warding but done in such a way it doesn’t look like wards even if u know what wards are

[elfdragon12]

in one of the suplement guide to monsters they gave full orc race stats to play as an orc

8U U8 8U U8 8U U8 8U

FULL HIMBO ORCS! YESSSSSSSS~

[typhoidcandy]

Aperentlg neville walked out last night after beimg told to job to enzo in the main event and then it was changed to the kalisto match

Yes, I read the article with the rumor on it. And it is just a rumor, but if it is true, I wouldn’t blame him. I don’t blame half of the wrestlers who decide to leave the WWE. Because honestly, although it’s the supposed ‘top of the mountain’ for wrestling, WWE famously treat their workers like crap and not to mention they OVERWORK them. And tbh, there aren’t really a lot of opportunities for people there anymore considering WWE has been overhiring big stars as of late. 

And there isn’t much else Neville can do in the Cruiserweight division. He’s already been the biggest influence to the division and he brought prestige to the title. But we know how it’s going to do when they put him back onto the main division. It’s unlikely they’ll give him the push that he deserves. He’s proven he’s one of the most dominant wrestlers in the company, that he deserves to be in the main title picture, but it’s unlikely they’re gonna do that with him.

So, if Neville decided to ask for his release, although it’ll make me extremely sad, it might actually be a very smart decision. He’ll have more and even better opportunities outside of the WWE.

But these are just rumors, so who knows what’ll happen. I just want the very best for Neville/Pac/Benjamin Satterley.

[notquiteaghost]

Ive been thinking about a lot of stuff with supernatural and i think the thing that has been sending me the most, is the fact that Dean grew up knowing he had no future, and he tried so hard for Sam to have a future, but still felt betrayed that he would try for that future. And like just like in general Dean's abandoment issues, and how much Cas' last sacrifice was just like the final act of Dean's everyome i love leaves me and they chose to leave me even if, or because, they love him. Sorry if this isnt supper coherent

no need for coherency in my askbox or while talking abt spn, dw. we are all just waving our arms and yelling.

and god, yeah, my kneejerk reaction to cas' confession was "jesus that’s mean" and i stand by that because. it was! what’s dean supposed to do with that! would’ve been one thing if show had reunited them, especially if that reunion was dean's idea, but as it is in canon it is just. dean's absolute worst fear realised. even the people who love you the most it is possible to love someone will leave you!!! what a fucking thing to do to your protagonist!!!

i have a LOT of feelings also about how dean's Whole Deal is making sacrifices so sam doesn’t have to, and not quite resenting sam for it, because sam didn’t ask, but resenting that sam doesn’t understand just how much it cost dean. but also going to extreme lengths to make sure sam doesn’t know just how much it cost dean. and not being able to do anything with that resentment, either, because he knows damn well it isn’t fair or deserved, so he just. sits with it. and then it festers.

like god. yeah. everyone's canon arc sucks now but dean did really get the worst deal.

[notquiteaghost]

Hey on that tma post about jon amd maryin in every universe look up to prose poem, maybe in another universe i deserve you. If you want just sob

"If you think of it all this way, then it’s like neither of us did anything wrong.

You just found me in the wrong universe. That’s all. This is, as they say, the darkest timeline. Everywhere else, nay, “everywhen” else — us in the Civil War, us in Ancient Egypt, us in the swinging ’60s — we are happy.

If this theory holds, well, by the law of averages, there had to be one universe — just this one — where we don’t end up together. Here and now just happens to be it. If you think of it this way, nothing is our fault."

christ. christ!!!!

[notquiteaghost]

Re: Dean's drawing, he totally has like full portraits of his family that he has never shown everyone. Also, after Dean went to hell, i think Sam found like on of Dean's sketch books, beaten up and clearly worn down and just every page has a drawing of someone or something that meant the world to Dean. And Sam can see how the sketches get better as time goes on. And Sam never tells Dean that he's seen those after Dean comes back.

After Dean comes back from hell, he refuses to draw for a long time. But eventually he catches himself making little scribbles of a pair of intense eyes and a dirty trenchcoat. Before he knows it hes got a new book that he has filled with images of Cas.

yeah!! yeah!!!!

[notquiteaghost]

So i keep thinking about how school breaks probably gave the boys very different feelings growing up. Cause for Sam that meant he was loosing his fake normal for however long the break was, he probably dreaded summer break like no tomorrow. While Dean craved them as a kid who for sure has adhd and has been written off as dumb, time off from school means learning what John wants him to learn and time to make money to help Sam. And god its just a sad thought that Dean even as a kid never got to have a simple joy like 2 weeks off from school to just relax.

yeah!!! i think so often about how dean did not graduate high school but did get a GED because to me that means given the chance he would’ve finished high school. like, no part of his life as a hunter requires formal qualifications.

but then also that he definitely only got to fourteen at the most before he was like. well what's school even good for anyway. and considering how often they moved i think there were times when dean just. didn’t enroll. especially when him & sam wouldnt be going to the same school. but yeah as u said he was definitely still doing shit it just wasn’t schoolwork.

and i am choosing to believe they spent at least a couple summers at bobby's because they deserved to. let sam stay in one place long enough to make friends.

[notquiteaghost]

Glory in the west by Orville peck gives me major dean vibes in the way that hurts my heart

shoot to win can feel so bittersweet but you take what you can get ’cause there ain’t no glory in the west blazin’ on ahead, burning through it coming down the bend, nowhere left to go, goin’s all we know ridin’ past the best, and there’s still no rest

godddd yeah. god.