#holidelusogender

[mogai-headcanons]

Sayu Yagami from Death Note is an autistic lesbian loveflux lovecoric gendermoxie genderpastel trans girl who uses she/her and any cute-themed neopronouns, her brother Light Yagami is a uniromantic arospike gay gorecoric pridinfernal holidelusogender trans guy who uses he/him, it/its, and ki/kiras pronouns, and they both love and support each other!

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[mogaiboards]

holidelusogender and angeligender moodboard for anon!

with themes of fire and lightning

[pupyzu]

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MAIN / FEIN / NONBIN!

∞ ⦙ HOLIDELUSOBOY / HOLIDELUSOMAN / HOLIDELUSOGUY: a MAIN subset of delusogender in which one’s gender is affected by delusions of being divine, holy,  demonic, angelic, or godly! this gender is exclusive to psychotics! ⊹ ⁺

∞ ⦙ HOLIDELUSOGIRL / HOLIDELUSOWOMAN / HOLIDELUSOGAL: a FEIN subset of delusogender in which one’s gender is affected by delusions of being divine, holy,  demonic, angelic, or godly! this gender is exclusive to psychotics! ⊹ ⁺

∞ ⦙ HOLIDELUSOENBY / HOLIDELUSONONB / HOLIDELUSONONBIN / HOLIDELUSONONBINARY: a NONBIN subset of delusogender in which one’s gender is affected by delusions of being divine, holy,  demonic, angelic, or godly! this gender is exclusive to psychotics! ⊹ ⁺

flags by me!

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MIN / FIN / NIN!

∞ ⦙ HOLIDELUSOMASC / HOLIDELUSOMASCULINE: a MIN subset of delusogender in which one’s gender is affected by delusions of being divine, holy,  demonic, angelic, or godly! this gender is exclusive to psychotics! ⊹ ⁺

∞ ⦙ HOLIDELUSOFEM / HOLIDELUSOFEMININE: a FIN subset of delusogender in which one’s gender is affected by delusions of being divine, holy,  demonic, angelic, or godly! this gender is exclusive to psychotics! ⊹ ⁺

∞ ⦙ HOLIDELUSONEU / HOLIDELUSONEUTRAL: a NIN subset of delusogender in which one’s gender is affected by delusions of being divine, holy,  demonic, angelic, or godly! this gender is exclusive to psychotics! ⊹ ⁺

flags by me! (holidelusogender)

[ask-pride-color-schemes]

Delusogender ——————— Delusogender: a subset of posigender (a neurogender in where one’s gender is influenced by positive symptoms of schizophrenia) in which one’s gender is influenced by one’s delusions. Strictly for schizophrenic/psychotic/delusional people. This can be a multigender identity if your delusogender is made of multiple genders itself.

Flag meaning: - Black Outline: The disconnect between one’s delusions and reality. - Dark Fuchsia: All types of delusions - Fuchsia: Bizarre Delusions - Red: Paranoid Delusions - Orange: Delusions of Grandeur - Yellow: Divine/Godly Delusions - Teal: Reality and Nihilistic Delusions - Blue: Truman Show Delusions - Dark Blue: Persecutory Delusions

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Subsets of this gender are:

Holidelusogender (the first flag on the bottom, on the way left): a subset of delusogender in which one’s gender is affected by delusions of being divine, holy, demonic, angelic, or godly.

Flag Meanings: - Black Outline: The disconnect between one’s delusions and reality. - Fuchsia: Malevolent Beings, Malevolent Gods, Demonic Beings, Hellish Beings - Orange: Beings that are partially malevolent and partially benevolent - Gold: Holiness, Divinity - Pale Yellow: Benevolent Beings, Benevolent Gods, Angelic Beings, Heavenly Beings - Cream: Immortality, Existence, Higher Being - Teal: Power - Blue: Strong emotions related to one’s divinity - Navy: Any divine beings outside of Gods, Angels, or Demons.

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Grandelusogender (second flag on the bottom, the one in the middle): a subset of delusogender in which one’s gender is influenced by delusions of grandeur.

Flag Meaning: - Black Outline: The disconnect between one’s delusions and reality. - The bright colors are meant to evoke feelings associated with grandeur.

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Paradelusogender: a subset of delusogender in which one’s gender is influenced by paranoid delusions.

Flag Meaning: - Black Outline: The disconnect between one’s delusions and reality. - Shades of red and grey are meant to represent the feelings evoked by paranoia.

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Another subset of this gender is delusogenderfluid, which doesn’t have a flag yet.

Delusogenderfluid: a subset of posigender in which one’s gender changes as they experience delusions. This can be fluid through delusogenders, or simply changing between experiencing a delusogender and not experiencing one.

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The “gender” part of delusogender can be replaced with a gender if one feels it describes their gender.

Examples: delusoboy, delusogirl, delusononbinary, delusoagender, so on.

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thank you! i think you must have submitted these elsewhere, as i’ve seen them around before, but we’ll add them to the archive! 

[submitted a year ago, sorry!]

- x

[xeno-aligned]

Are there any psychosis/schizophrenia specific genders/sexualities etc

putting this under a read more cause it’s long

Errofluid / Erroflux / Errogender: A gender which is fluid or fluxes in relation to psychotic symptoms; e.g. when someone’s psychosis symptoms are strong and they’re having a manic episode they feel genderless, but when they’re having a depressive episode they feel more male. However, the term errogender can be used regardless of how your psychosis affects your gender.

Posigender: A feeling that one’s gender is defined by or influenced by positive symptoms of their schizophrenia. Positive means symptoms non-psychotic people don’t have but psychotic people might (like hallucinations, delusions). 

Negagender: A feeling that one’s gender is defined by or influenced by negative symptoms of their schizophrenia. Negative means traits psychotic people might have which suggest the absence of a “normal” trait (like having flat affect, anhedonia).

Delusogender: A subset of posigender in which one’s gender is influenced by one’s delusions. Strictly for schizophrenic/psychotic/delusional people. This can be a multigender identity if your delusogender is made of multiple genders itself.

Delusofluid: A subset of delusogender in which one’s gender changes as they experience delusions. This can be fluid through delusogenders, or simply changing between experiencing a delusogender and not experiencing one.

Holidelusogender: A subset of delusogender in which one’s gender is affected by delusions of being divine, holy,  demonic, angelic, or godly.

Grandelusogender: A subset of delusogender in which one’s gender is influenced by delusions of grandeur.

Paradelusogender: A subset of delusogender in which one’s gender is influenced by paranoid delusions.  

Genderfake: Feeling that your gender is part of your hallucinations or delusions.For people who experience delusions or hallucinations as part of their mental illness or neurodivergence only.

Gendernoia: A gender affected by paranoia. Can be combined with other genders.

Psychogender: A gender that can only be understood in the context of a psychotic disorder.

Malagender: A gender which is created or influenced by maladaptive daydreaming or fantasy prone personalities. For example a malagender person might feel male usually but their gender may feel more nonbinary during a maladaptive daydreaming episode. A gender specific to people who experience maladaptive daydreaming due to a neurodivergence such as: schizotypal personality disorder, schizoid personality disorder, schizophrenia or similar.

Genderdisordered: A gender that is heavily influenced by, or unable to be defined because of disorganized thinking or a thought disorder.

Skhizeingender: A gender that is strongly connected to schizophrenia, or having a gender that is difficult to describe or communicate because of being schizophrenic. This term is exclusive to individuals with schizophrenia or schizophrenia related symptoms. Pronounced: sk-heez-ein-gender

Schizo-: An orientation for people on the schizo spectrum who feel like their disorder(s) affects their attraction in the way they perceive it, experience it or in its intensity. 

Mala-: An orientation which is created or influenced by maladaptive daydreaming or fantasy prone personalities. For example a Malasexual person might feel pansexual usually but may feel more asexual during a maladaptive daydreaming episode. An orientation specific to people who experience maladaptive daydreaming due to a neurodivergence such as: schizotypal personality disorder, schizoid personality disorder, schizophrenia or similar.

(i didn’t include neurogenders/orientations that weren’t specific to psychosis/the schizo-spec so have a look through: my neurogender tag,@pride-color-schemes’ neurogender tag & their neurorientation tag)