I genuinely don't know what I'm feeling atm.
Some sort of hollowness, maybe??
Idk.
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I genuinely don't know what I'm feeling atm.
Some sort of hollowness, maybe??
Idk.
The Ache of Absence
I’m jealous of the sheets that get to feel your skin and listen to the rhythm of your soft breathing. I envy the pillow that cradles your beautiful face and drinks the tears you never let me see. I despise the dress that clings to your curves, holding you tighter than my arms can. I resent the gloss that kisses your lips when it should be mine. My shoulder feels unbearably empty without the weight of your head resting upon it. My hands ache with a hollowness, longing for the warmth of yours entwined with them. Even the silence mocks me, for it holds the echoes of your voice that I cannot touch. I am haunted by the thought of everything that holds you when I cannot— and yet, in this ache, there is love so fierce, it keeps me alive until I can be near you again.
Yearning is cost of Loving . 🥀🖤
[There is a city by the sea. A gentle company. I don't suppose you want to. And as it tells its sorry tale. In harrowing detail. Its hollowness will haunt you.]
This kind of hollowness that makes you want to cry but also stay strong because it's a new feeling you have discovered.
You don't know how to deal with it because you were so much used to it that it's absence makes your heart skip a beat.
Life gives you everything one moment and the next moment, you're on your own.
Seer - The Moon