Your post earlier about how lsPangi retains the growth that trPangi went through has been rotating in my head all day. She cares more about the little things in life; the things that make the battle to survive worth it. Don't get me wrong, he's still battle ready and prepared to fight for his life. But now it feels like there's more to fight for in life. A roundness in character development and acceptance of more than just the status quo. Yes that includes both positivity to feminine-assigned things like flowers and what being a bit more honest to teammates. And with that Pangi has a character that can be a silly within lore and still fit under the semi in-character umbrella rather than the totally ooc one used before. Do I still want the lsPangi that is bloodthirsty and paranoid? Yes. But this one is that and more.
I will always think about how !Pangi learnt to appreciate flowers on TR. Because when he lost his memory and was essentially ls!Pangi, he said he didn't have a 'favorite flower' and flowers just weren't his thing,, That means just within the first few weeks of being on TR she found out she liked cornflowers,
But yes aside from superficial things, there's just such kindness and love that she's unafraid to show now. And she always was a sweetheart but could never let herself be,
I do want more bloodthirst. Pls. I got so vexed he said he was gonna get kills and then didn't /lh
