i remember when i would imagine what it would be like to be with you
wondering what it might feel like to kiss you
butterflies in my stomach every time that you hold me
bringing me peace to know that i am your only
my eyes will light up every time that you call
my heart kinda starts to sink when you don’t text at all
the nervousness i’ll feel the first time you meet my dad
finding my calm in all the memories we have
i remember when all i wanted was you on me
getting anxious whenever you’re close to me
looking at my hands even when you’re looking right at me
hoping that you’re impressed with everything you see
a world where your tranquility lived inside of me
“just because i love you” flowers at my door
get on your nerves sometimes but you love me far more
i remember being in this place before
getting let down is when reality sets in
the moment when a loss felt like you were winning
mama said love wasn’t easy n she wasn’t kidding
thinking i must be crazy to put myself through this
how much heart ache until you just can’t do it