Halfway through chapter 12 of The Scholomance by r lee smith and i have many thoughts but just one pressing one rn.
WHY is mara like this?
Why does she do the things she do?!
She keeps acting like shes untouchable, and on par with these demons but shes not! The arrogance is aatounding! Its giving "ive never been told no in my life and i just manipulate people into doing what I want" which granted...yes that was exactly her life, but you cant always be the smartest person in the room mara jesus. Listen to the people who have been there longer than you!
3 people(things..demons..) have already warned you about trying to play big fish in a small pond & yet u still walk around with a big stank "better than thou" air bubble. Mara, you're not even the big fish sweetie. You're like..a tadpole in the ocean. Act accordingly. Tread carefully.
The laughing and sarcastic remarks from Kazuul and Horuseps? Theyre not laughing with you babygirl. I promise they're not. You are the joke. The joke is you. A joke you are, and a joke you will remain. You just cant see it yet.
Also...quit being a bitch. Its not helping you get any closer to finding Connie. Probably hindering you tbh. You would think your years of mind reading would have gave you enough emotional intelligence to clue you in on that, but guess not!
And I'm with Devlin. I don't think you really care about Connie either, and for the life of me i cant see why she would care about you.
But besides all of that. This book is making me feel things, and I love when books make me feel things.