Good morning!
I got some really disheartening results from an experiment I was v excited about yesterday - basically disproving my hypothesis after the preliminary data looked really good. I know that's just Science being Science and I wasn't entirely surprised but it's still disappointing, especially considering the maybe job offer thing was kind of tied to it. On top of that my ex (still so weird to call him that?) Asked to talk last night so we had a pretty long call and it was so hard. I know I can't complain because he's the one who's entire life got upended by this decision while I'm... fine, mostly, but still. Seeing him cry isn't easy for me either.
On a more positive note, I took a new friend (same new friend from climbing the other day) on a run this morning and we did one of my fave trail loops from home and kind of bounced the pace off each other so it was fast and fun and just FLEW by. I'm tired now but at least I have a rather relaxed lab day planned for the first time in ages, the last few weeks have been full on - worked well over 50 hours last week yikes. It's still fun though so it's all good.
On an even brighter note, once I finish work today I get to see my favourite ex house mate wohoo!!! Okay that sounds weird but, we basically went from living together - seeing each other every day, constantly climbing and running together and talking for hours several times a week - to him living 4 hours away and I MISS him. He's staying the week and we've good lots of fun adventures planned which is double good because it gives me a reason to work a bit less this week and obv because it'll be fun haha. But first I'm probably going to hug him for like 5 hours straight.
Okay if you read this whole ramble I'm v proud of you lol. Work time!!
