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I think it’s important to my Apprentice Shenanigans readers that they listen to “Maria” from The Sound of Music, because that’s how I imagine Ford sees Reader in The One Place
Man, I really want to do ship art or write a romance fic... to bad I can't get any good ideas.
I have a confession. Over the summer I did something lowkey stupid.
There was a girl I had a weird, very complicated thing with for about six months. We spent very little time together in person, and to be honest it was more a mutual obsession than anything else.
So in September she hits this HUGE career milestone. I’m talking world famous in her field and outside of it tbh, everyone knows her name now. In honour of this, because I was so incredibly proud, I got a tattoo of a quote, something she said once she lives by.
It’s kind of funny, because if that were true, she wouldn’t have behaved the way she did. She disappeared from my life just two weeks later, blocking me across all platforms without a trace. Rumour has it she’s back with her ex (who vanished mysteriously from her life about three days after we met back in March).
So I guess this is just a reminder to stick to your morals. I don’t regret the tattoo- the message behind the quote still stands strong, and the whole summer is something I’ll look back on with a kind of wonderment- it feels like a fever dream. Like something that happened to somebody else. But I have a reminder now.
A reminder that, no matter how much you are willing to give someone,
“Lukewarm is no good.”
Keeping the tags minimal because I’m not enough of a bitch to discuss the intricacies publicly but if you recognise the quote you could probably figure out who it was.
what's your take on this // did she delate the post? Because i cant find it, it say that its not working even if you refresh, and i dont know if its my problem or she delate it
She didn’t but here it is
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someone on lace market was selling Haenuli's Beauty and the Best JSK. Was because I bought that shit so fucking fast (⚈_⚈)
... middle school Yuri. we did it. we got the pretty dress (ㅠ﹏ㅠ)
Louis, Oli and Steve outside Barney's Beanery in LA, 19 April 2024. How embarrassing for that person. It wasn't funny and a wasted opportunity for a real fan (I think it's the same night x x)
I still wear my hair the way you wore yours in high school. I never learned how to do it any other way. You cut it all off years later, that was good for you I think, hair holds memories. Everybody thought I was trying to be you, but I don’t think they were right. I was trying to prove that I was different than you. Saying: ‘Look! Look at me! Look at the way I do my hair, and the way I use my words, and the way I spend my time. Don’t you get it? I’m still not her. I’m me. It’s not my fault she was first. It’s not my fault you put us side by side, or one above the other. Don’t you see she hurts me? Don’t you see I hurt her? Don’t you see we hurt each other? Look at my hair! It’s still not hers.’
I twist my hair into my palm over and over and over again, roping it like a mantra into a neat bundle at the back of my head.
But when I realize I still think about your hands securing it with the tie, I wonder if I was wrong. Your fingers were long and brittle-stick-thin, mine aren’t - there was always dichotomy in the way we clung to things (and people). Some similarity though: swollen knuckles, both of ours, bulged like rivets and railroad ties, binding us from nail to knuckle. I wonder if I’m still trying to catch up to you.