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“meri atmakatha” - Quite a lot about what I’am!

Unlike wisdom or false sorcery Few things a poet hopes from his poetry To ink and honestly be seen Or to celebrate democracy without being mean May be I care what you’d think When I spill my private ink Uneasy secrets I dare not tell Fear of judgment or misspell

It’s little I write       Much less than what I see It’s not something I was born with A soul that dreams with no sleep But I care less of what you’d think When they hear why I breath heavy In that moment, only they matter In that moment, I would be me.

Worse or better. I’d be me. �n*�~]Q

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What is life if you’re still planning to live it? “It isn’t very exhausting to live if you’re living it for yourself.” We’ve read or heard this statement at least once and I only recently started to believe in it whole heartedly! It isn’t unwise to think that you’ve been given a special chance to live with a specially designed heart, body and mind suiting our present, hence defining our lives. It’s not reckless to think that out of the thousands of billions of people who have ever walked on this planet, there are only 8 billion left/living and we are one of them!! Woah! • To me my reaction to circumstances make life. My feelings make life. Actions make life. #ash_syahi #howisitlike

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I feel disconnected Have had some bodies roaming inside me. Living their truths But always lying to me I find it odd That they won’t see why it’s weird Remotely in unison, ‘cause we’re supposed to be together Sharing n caring, but also loving and letting each be Pretending and believing and sometimes not a hint of me. We are all but shears and knives That keep tearing on each of us. The truth is a lie And a lie is the new found trust. #ash_syahi #howisitlike dealing with a syndrome called being myself 🤷

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You only ensure your growth when you are open to your happiness as well as others’. 🤗 The sole factor that can bring you from top to bottom is ignorance. Ignorance of what the world has to offer you. Ignorance of your duties in reciprocation. Ignorance of becoming the best possible version of yourself, yet.. I bet the best doesn’t come with a vain attitude of superiority. Already feeling like you’ve done enough is where you limit yourself. Do not see the limitations. Choose to ignore that looks like your capacity. If you don’t seem to move past it, I suggest you draw a box. Dump all of the baggage deep in it. And then step out of the box. Breath. Bloom. 🌹 #ash_syahi #howisitlike

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🌊 The Wave. #ash_syahi #howisitlike

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I used to think when we share our deepest #feelings with people, we offer our belongings to them, sort of a loop hole for the cunning mind that may not be evident but since every relationship you play a role in, transforms into a #weakness it appeared like a plot of self-destruction if noth everyone involved. But as I share, if ever with a cunning soul, each time I discover that I am actually receiving my #strength back within myself. Each time that I realize they can’t help, I am nearer to the belief that the power lies within me and they have no control over me. 🙃 Alas chocolates are an exception.

#howisitlike #ash_syahi

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I wouldn’t lie, but you’re not here to hear I didn’t cry, but you’d anyway let me tear Out in the open. Belonging to none. Severely damaged. But not so undone. I didn’t show, but you’re not here to see I didn’t run, but you just let me be. . #ash_syahi #howisitlike

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Happy women's day from the Leo woman here 🙋 to my dear ladies and gentlemen. Make sure that you participate in each other's happiness and sorrow. #ash_syahi #howisitlike