She looked at me and told said "this was fun, we should do it again". I felt bad because I knew she meant it. Such a beautiful smile. Full of innocence and hope. She saw something in me. Before she gave me a chance to see anything in her, I separated myself completely. I still hadn't gotten over someone else. I never knew the wound was still bleeding. I didn't even realize how still my heart had been. I felt like a fucking idiot for even letting myself be attached to someone who left me. Sometimes I think I'll end up dying alone because of her. Here I was looking at a girl who had such a greater chance than you at being what I need. There I was, knowing why they say only fools fall in love. There I was, never letting you go.
howling writer











