Trying to write a chapter for one of my stories on ao3 that I've been slacking on, and I'm so freaking overstimulated right now. I can't focus.
I'm sending myself into a panic attack and I don't even know if any of it makes sense anymore.
I've spent hours researching sciences and other things I don't or haven't studied. So I'm perpetually confused and I cannot wait until this portion of my story is over.
Also my 5yr old is driving me crazy (adhd?) And I dyed my hair blue because I'm liberal scum, and it's starting to wash out green—so—there's that...
I'm trying very hard not to break my sobriety rn ngl ✌🏽














