I went outside in the rain yesterday, it was like almost 8 pm and let me tell y'all, it made me feel so so so good. It was raining heavily, I had headphones and was listening to some peaceful music, and even though I had a jacket and a hoodie, the rain soaked through. The rain was warm. It was like the classic summer hot rain. It was so amazing, I had water in my shoes, I was running around on empty streets when it was dark. It was a very needed reset after the stressful life of a wolf stuck in a human suit. The soaking clothes felt like fur to a degree actually, the way I actually felt the raindrops through the clothes as they were soaked. Later on in the day, at like half past 11, me and my mom went outside and everything smelt like the rain. It wasn't raining anymore but it was very windy.
The whole thing made me feel amazing, like a reset. Kinda washed away my human suit and then blew away the last remaining bits of humanity in me.
I love being able to take my humanity off and let myself be me. Although the more wolf I feel, the more it hits me that I am human. I live in a human society. But moments like these make me feel good. Life is fine
