Jul 18, 2017
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Blue Kiss [Do Not Repost ✋]
Xiumin x Sehun ~ [KOKOBOP screens]
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(kind of) sequel for red strings xiuhan 1,700+ words lame birthday gifts for the one and only queen of the hills ♥
Lu Han walks down the street while fixing his tie and checking on his phone again just to be sure of how ridiculously late he is. He hurries up, trying to get rid of some old woman who is walking really slowly in front of him and move on. Baekhyun is going to be furious. He turns on a corner, running down the street as fast as he can. He stops by the door, trying to steady his breath before finally entering, a small bell ringing and announcing his arrival.
Baekhyun looks up from the counter, narrowing his eyes at him, and Lu Han hurries through the tables until he meets his friend, whispering “I’m sorry” at least five times.
“It’s ok, it’s ok!” Baekhyun mouths, not taking his eyes out of what he’s doing. Lu Han takes his suit off, picking up an apron. “Just help me out with the tables.”
“Fuck, the place is packed!”
“I know, right?” Baekhyun replies, smiling to the curry he’s heating, “I don’t even think I’ll have enough for tonight, we’ll have to warn the costumers who arrive from now on.”
“Ok!” Lu Han smiles, picking up two plates that Baekhyun tells him are supposed to go to table number two.
It has been just a month since Baekhyun finally opened his restaurant, specializing in curry. Lu Han had promised he’d help him as a waiter until things would go well enough for Baekhyun to hire more staff – so far it’s basically Baekhyun in the kitchen, and Lu Han, Jongdae and Jongin as waiters. Things have been pretty quiet for the first two weeks, but lately the restaurant has been getting completely full every night, bordering a chaotic situation at weekends.
Lu Han doesn’t care about all the work he has to do, though. He’s more than happy to help Baekhyun out. They’ve been practically inseparable friends ever since the two of them were found passed out in a park, a strange accident that no one could ever explain. But that Lu Han treasures, because it brought him an amazing friend.
The night goes by smoothly, and they close the door around 10PM and a half. Lu Han scorts the last customer out, while Baekhyun basically throws himself on a chair, exhausted. Lu Han smiles at him, waving goodbye for Jongdae and Jongin before sitting by his friend’s side.
“Fridays are the worst,” Baekhyun whines, and Lu Han smiles.
His friend opens a bottle of wine, and they talk and talk until late hours of the night. When the clock hits 2AM, Lu Han hits the table with his palm, staring at Baekhyun deeply in his eyes.
“That’s it. I’m find you a boyfriend.”
“No,” Baekhyun yelps, and Lu Han giggles. “I don’t want one.”
“Of course you do. You know what, I think Jongdae fancies you.”
That makes Baekhyun stay quiet for a while, “actually,” he starts, “he kinda asked me out.”
“What?”
“It’s no big deal, no big deal. Just asked if I was free tomorrow after the restaurant closes, and I just…”
“You just?”
“I said I was going to be busy.”
Lu Han sighs, shaking his head. “Busy with what? Baekhyun!”
“I know, I know, I’m sorry,” Baekhyun buries his face on his hands, making fake crying sounds before looking up at Lu Han again, “he seems like a nice guy, doesn’t he? And he’s attractive, and all.”
“He is super attractive,” Lu Han points out, “I hate you, you get all those nice guys hitting on you and you keep denying them. All I get are teenage girls thinking I’m from some k-pop group.”
“I don’t know why I do this,” Baekhyun sighs, “I just can’t. Every time a guy talks to me I just freak out. There is this weird feeling inside of me as if I’m doing something wrong, I don’t know. Like I’m betraying someone.”
“God,” Lu Han inahles deeply, “you’re not thinking about that note you found again, are you?”
Baekhyun stays silent, looking at the tables surface. His friend sighs, and Lu Han waits for him to say something. One year ago Baekhyun had called him, crying, completely out of himself because of a random note he found in his room, signed by two people he was sure he dreamed about. Something about brothers. Except Baekhyun never had any simblings.
“I keep dreaming about it,” Baekhyun says in a whisper, “this guy. He comes to me in my room, while I’m sleeping, and he kisses me. I can feel him, and it’s so vivid, that when I wake up, I can’t tell what is real and what is not.”
“It’s just a dream, Baek. You need to come to the real world.”
“He has kind eyes,” Baekhyun muses, more to himself than anything. But then he closes his eyes, smiling to himself. “Did you ever feel it? Like you’ve been waiting for someone for so long, and you just keep searching for this person, but you never find him? And everyone just seems like a fleeting thing, because your heart never settles. I don’t know who he is, Lu Han, but I’m looking for him. And I don’t know where he is.”
“What ‘he’, Baek?” Lu Han asks, and Baekhyun smiles sadly.
“I don’t know.”
-
Lu Han arrives at his home completely drunk at around 5AM. He throws himself on his couch, not even being able to carry himself to his bed. He stays there for a while, eyes wide open in the dark, the keys for his apartment still on his hands. He lets them fall.
Baekhyun’s words are still replaying in his mind. Lu Han always acts like he doesn’t, mostly because he doesn’t want to encourage Baekhyun unhealthy behavior when it comes to relationships, but he doesn’t understands him. He understands him so much it hurts.
Lu Han looks up, staring at the ceiling. There are times when he feels empty, like a part of him is missing. He feels like his heart is in an eternal state of aching and longing, and god only knows what he’s craving for. All he knows is that he feels restless all the time. Hopeless. He feels exactly as Baekhyun described, as if there’s a peace of himself that got detached along the way, and he simply can’t function without it.
But every time he dreams, he feels whole. He hates the dream, but he also waits for them every night. Because ever since he came home from the hospital he has these weird dreams. Dreams where he burns, until arms protect him from the fire and the same words are repeated once again, time after time.
It’s enough. Thank you. I love you.
-
The next day, he decides to go running. Well, not really running, but he goes to the park for a walk. It’s a beautiful day, sunny and warm, but not too hot for him to feel uncomfortable.
He is walking when suddenly he spots the very same tree he and Baekhyun were found underneath. Whenever he looks at it, he always feels this weird chill run down his spine. Lu Han stops, staring while the wind blows the leaves, making some of them fly in the air, when suddenly something hits against him and he falls with his face on the ground.
“Oh my God!” He hears, and then he feels hands helping him to stand up, “oh my god oh my god, I’m so sorry, oh my God.”
“It’s ok, it’s ok,” Lu Han says, touching his lip, and then seeing red dirtying his fingers.
“Oh my god you’re bleeding! I’m sorry, I’m so sorry, I didn’t see you stopping, actually I saw you, but didn’t see you stopping, so I was running and-”
“It’s ok,” Lu Han laughs, looking at the stranger who bumped on him for the first time, and the words get stuck inside his throat. The man in front of him is short, wearing a dark blue hoodie and shorts, sweat running down his neck. He has brown hair, and beautiful eyes, and there’s something about him that simply takes Lu Han breath away. There’s something about his face that makes his heart ache and he doesn’t know why.
“I’m really sorry,” he repeats again, scratching the back of his neck.
“Oh no, I stopped all of the sudden, I should’ve signalized somehow.”
The guy laughs at that, taking his headphones off, “I totally didn’t think you’d stop like that, and I was focused on running, so…”
“I do that often. You know. Stopping suddenly to bump on strangers.”
“And then rob them naked?”
“No. Maybe. Who knows.”
They laugh again, and the stranger shoves his hand inside his pockets, biting his lower lip, “I know this will sound a little creepy but. You’re always staring at that tree, aren’t you?”
Lu Han widens his eyes at him, “you’ve seen me?”
“Well, I’m always running here by this time, and I always see you too. You kind of. You know. It’s not that hard to notice you.”
Lu Han widens his eyes, while the guy keeps scratching his neck, suddenly unable to look at him. He feels his cheeks blushing in this really ridiculous way. “Oh. I. Yeah. That tree, it’s just. Me and my friend met because of it, so it’s special.”
The man seems surprised. “Really? One of my best friend and I also met because of it.”
“Really?” Lu Han asks, and the guy nods.
“Yeah, Yifan and I were left there when we were kids, and then someone found us and adopted the two of us. So he’s my best friend-slash-brother. God, I’m talking so much,” he laughs, covering his face, “I’m not usually like this, this is so weird. I don’t even know your name.”
Lu Han bites on his lips, smiling at him. His face seems so familiar, his voice sounds like home.
“I’m Lu Han,” he says, smiling. The other man furrows his eyebrows, as if he’s confused, but the expression only last for a millisecond. He shakes his head, smiling as well. And god, his smile pulls of every single string in Lu Han’s heart.
“I’m Xiumin.”
i'm not sure about the message (i think it's the first time that's so blatantly confession-like) but he's had dps with kris before. but it doesn't take from the fact that he clearly lovES JUNMYEON A LOT AND WROTE HIM A SWEET LOVING MESSAGE
he is such a leader whore haha
but yes he is always gushing about his mama, aww <3
thank you so much for linking me I AM ROLLING IN TAOHO FEELS RN ;;
claire did u see the sutao fuckyousutao(.)tumblr(.)com/post/71165551396/tao-weibo-in-the-most-troubled-and-tired-time
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NOOOOO! MY JAW IS LITERALLY (OK NOT LITERALLY BUT U KNOW~) ON THE FUCKING FLOOR. MY CHIN JUST WENT INTO ANOTHER DIMENSION. Tao legit acts like he is his boyfriend?!! like changing his profile picture to a photo of him. and the whole AB STYLE thing (bc suho is the only other member of exo with AB bloodtype). now this THIS IS TOO FUCKING MUCH (lol jk carry on). does he do that for the other members and I’m just oblivious bc it doesn’t involve suho? OR IS HE LEGIT IN LOVE WITH SUHO. I think he’s legit in love with suho. I CAN’T GET OVER THE CUTENESS.
hunxiu replied to your post “hello friendly reminder this is the way baekhyun looks at kris ...”
i hate u rn
no u don't
OMFG HI! thank you so much for helping with the krisyeol fanfic rec!!!!! thank you thank you thank you *shower hearts at you* o(≧∇≦o) & thank you hunxiu too! have a great day!!! ♥♥♥
Oh was one of them it????? I'm glad you found it again fiC REUNIONS HALLELUJAH.