#hyperfixation hell

[sylviiz]

I close my eyes and nahyuta ace attorney is standing there I cant free my brain from him. I keep doodling him everywhere.

Actually finished piece of him and apollo coming soon though😝😝

[itshouldvebeenlqg]

the absolute chokehold liushen has had on me for the past 5 years??? needs to be studied under a microscope, a telescope, a f*cking CERN particle accelerator because HOW have they been occupying every single neuron in my rotting little brain. every time i remember they’re not canon i physically clutch my chest like a victorian orphan and consider throwing myself into the sea. i have consumed every single fic on ao3 (yes. the 10k+ ones. the drabbles. the unhinged crossovers. the cursed aus. ALL OF THEM). and i’m still starving. i’m at the famine stage. i am BEGGING. fanfic authors please i am on my knees give me more longfics for liushen. i cannot. cannot survive another oneshot. literally inseminate my brain with your liushen word babies i’m dying. starving. feral. HFKJDHFKJH

[sheherashfur]

They would find each other in every universe btw

[squishycat330]

So I’ve been gone for like a week. . .

(not to mention the gaps in between posts as well) yes so I regret to inform anyone who actually Cares that my hyperfixation has switched fandoms. It’s now the Marvel franchise. (As you may be able to tell from the bio and pfp)

it started with just wanting to watch ONE Marvel movie and it was ‘Iron Man’ one my mom realized based off of how I talked about it that I don’t actually remember a lot of the movies and there’s quite a few I haven’t seen, so she and my older brother roped me in to watching the entire movie timeline. (my brother even Tricked me in to watching the 2008 hulk movie that I was skeptical of. good on him I guess because I actually Really like it. . .)

I am currently 6 movies in minus ‘Captain Marvel’ I’m vary slow to watch stuff especially long movies

Technically speaking this is actually what my brain needed. it was getting to the point where I wasn’t feeling as. . .good? In the turtles franchise, I could see it coming for a while. it was at the point where it was going to be forced if I continued which typically causes me a form of irritability and not wanting to do anything generally a bad mind set, so I dug my brain in to a transitional hyperfixation as a call it and ended up on Marvel. I didn’t bring this up when I switched from Sonic to turtles because I was still newer and didn’t have as many people to interact with, which is also part of why I wasn’t around this week, because I was scared that the people I’m ‘Friends’/Mutuals with will stop talking to me even tho I miss em and Want to talk to em, which will probably happen. I can’t say for sure if I’ll ever come back to the turtles fandom, theres certain feelings I get with fandoms after so long/when I’m done with them. And the turtles fandom feels so much smaller than the others, it’s suffocating in a way. (big fandoms are overwhelming as well). there are fandoms I Know I’ll come back to and the turtles probably isn’t high on that list. I realize now that getting in to a new fandom every few months (or just every month) sucks because of how Easy it is to leave/drop the others behind, I have projects, and knowing people who are ‘friends’ or want to know of these projects, makes it so much worse. It honestly kind of hurts. I didn’t mean for this to get so dramatic gosh~

I’m vary sorry to anyone/everyone and I feel really bad for it. I knew when I got so much into the turtles fandom that I was to comfortable and I’d inevitably have to switch and it sucks so much. and, I Honestly can’t express how sorry I am, really.

Bye, Bye, Turtles hopefully I’ll be back. . .

[shootingstars-or-airplanes]

I'm normal. I'm totally normal.

Being 25 years old and watching the same Monster High movie for the 10th time this week (and it's only Tuesday) is normal, right?

[iammentallystable16]

Guys help.

I’m getting pulled into an old hyperfixation like getting dragged into hell.

SAVE MY SOUL

[usefulspork]

I love isat i love isat so much it is my favorite thing ever and i dont think i will ever stop thinking about it

[glassgasoline]

the possibility of superbat going canon in the dcu while simultaneously mourning the end of hayley and taylor’s relationship and yearning for the end of the f1 summer break and also being devastated we will never get a fourth season of a show about a maniacal italian family from the 1500’s created in the early 2010’s