Earlier my colleagues asked me about the 'concert'. I said it was amazing! I was happy reminiscing the fanmeet, not realizing, that it was just last month when it all happened. And now, the news of Hyunseung leaving popped up. At first I really didn't mind it since I knew this will come sooner or later, (but I still hoped that it won't come) but then after seeing his pictures and their group pictures, tears just ran down my face. It hurts. So much.
However, this pain of losing is better than the feeling of not knowing them.









