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Sorry if I’m not drawing anything as of now, I’ve been nervous and stressing on a bunch of stupid shit lately and it’ll probably be like that until Tuesday (hopefully)

#Like I said before. I HATE emailing people that don’t respond #and they gonna email be back completely IGNORING my question #So I gotta email them AGAIN—#most of my anxiety is checking my DAMN MAIL #I literally cannot function #I have one inconvenience that ruins my whole week

I have 3 group works and I'm literally burned out.. Here's my babie reassuring me <3

#betavent #I literally cannot function #sketch #artists on tumblr #art #my art sketch #digital art #dungeonmeshi #dungeon meshi #delicious in dungeon #senshi delicious in dungeon #senshi the dwarf #dungeon meshi senshi #senshi dungeon meshi #senshi #blorbo #anime crush #self insert

astarion: *wears the hat*

me: 😧😠😡🤬😭😍🥰

*NOT MY PICTURE. FIND ON Steam! And if that link doesn’t work: Wallpaper Engine > Workshop > CaitieKookie's Workshop > “Astarion Cowboy Hat”*

#astarion #i literally cannot function #he’s so perfect #like he’s a prickly lil baby at first but then he turns into a perfectly imperfect being #i cannot stress enough how much i love his character #i hope he feels comfortable in this hat #like i want him to love it #idk how to explain its not just about how cute he is in this hat #it’s also that i want HIM to WANT to wear it #i feel like i’m fucking insane rn 😭😂😭😂😭😂😭😂#like i want him to see it and be like ‘yes. i like this’#does that even make sense????#lmao #baldurs gate astarion #baldur’s gate astarion #baldurs gate 3 astarion #baldur’s gate 3 astarion

hey quick question where is the shutoff switch for the part of my brain that experiences Emotions

#you guys i am in a pickle #a real struggle #basically here's a pro tip #if you ever have an interview for a job with someone who will be your direct supervisor and you find them even REMOTELY attractive #(and especially if you suspect they're single)#do not. i repeat DO NOT. accept that job offer #or you will regret it for the rest of your time at that place #i have spent the last 5 months doing nothing but fighting my own brain #oh man if HR caught wind of this they'd have a FIELD DAY #i literally cannot function #i LOVE my job so so so so much #this just adds a crazy layer of insanity to it #which i am feeling so much right now #help help help help help #help #katie's sleep deprived ramblings

the way zosan literally is my roman empire like tell me how every night before i go to bed i think about them and then when i wake up in the morning they’re all i think about again 😩

#i literally cannot function #i go on twt to see what new fanart has been uploaded as if its canon

well. that. that happened.

um. the show is over now.

it took me until 2am to finish it, again, and who is surprised? that’s right, no one.

anyway. uh.

soundwin kissed first and im dying.

and im not okay because attachment issues + graduations in any media = full blown mental breakdown

but like its fine

um. i have commentary on the episode but at the moment i need to process the fact that a) all of that actually happened, b) soundwin actually kissed, and c) the show is now over entirely and theres no more friday nights/saturday mornings of happy feelings from happy high schoolers in their happy band

and by ‘process’ i mean i need to go to sleep.

also i wouldve been content with the little cheek kisses we got BUT THEN THEY FULLY KISSED AND THEY KISSED BEFORE TINNGUN

WHICH MEANS, AS PER USUAL, SOUNDWIN DID IT FIRST

i am so mentally unwell it isnt even funny anymore

#i literally cannot function #daze.txt

Fuck anxiety. Usually I can deal with my anxiety but for me the worst type of anxiety is definitely the one that has no reason to exist. I should leave to therapy soon but I’m so exhausted and tired (both mentally and physically) that I’m feeling sick to my stomach even. I haven’t left the house in 7 days at all which is nothing new, but it’s just that I know and don’t know what is behind all this.

I did sleep too little and yesterday I fell asleep around this time because I just couldn’t sleep any earlier so now I’m not only having anxiety but my brain also thinks it’s melatonin time and for whatever reason, getting this much natural melatonin during daytime always worsens my anxiety symptoms too.

Like I’m on the edge of a mental breakdown all the time now. And I don’t know why. Or partially I do but I just wish the things would go away on their own so I didn’t need to think about them ever again but I don’t think they will...

Today I need to: go to therapy, and go to a grocery store. And then again in the evening. Right now I just wish I could go to sleep and just sleep on all my problems and mental health issues. But I can’t do that, because therapy starts in 20 minutes. In a way, going outside for the first time in 7 days could also reduce the anxiety but who knows, it might also increase it. I usually don’t get mental breakdowns in public which is why it scares me what happens when I get back home finally. Maybe I’ll just go take a nap then. I don’t know.

Right now I really need to start getting ready for leaving to therapy tho.

#mcrmadness' random stuff #anxiety #also being a die ärzte fan IS NOT HELPING - I literally become a nervous wreck when things are going on #I literally cannot function #I'm so happy they did nothing between 2014 and 2018 when I was still working #I would have had to get sick leave from just the stress they cause me #so it's really good I was just at home since 2018 and then on sick leave since 2019 and now on disability pension #because while they are doing things - I just... can't function.

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