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Dude there is 500 things I need to do and I just woke up 2 hours ago.
paradox of staying in bed too long and not eating so i feel too weak to get up so i keep staying in bed and feeling weaker bc i keep going longer and longer without eating
When work is slow, my selfie album grows
The season has returned...
when I take only luke-warm/cold showers, and wear virtually nothing when ever I get the chance.
It was 85 today.
Fuck the heat.
You should answer all the questions too! Or at least which ever ones you want to!
Holy shit. oka. some answers might get long. I like talking and I haven’t talked in person to anyone really in a few days because SOMEBODY *glares in the general direction of Grace’s house* has been sick thanks to their loser brother. So here it goes.1. Who was the last person you held hands with? Umm… no idea. My cat.
2. Are you outgoing or shy? Hella shy
3. Who are you looking forward to seeing? A whole bunch of my friends back at school. Like a whopping 4 of them!4. Are you easy to get along with? I like to think so. So long as you’re not an asshole I’ll be nice. Then again, I’ll still be nice.5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you? The person I like? What? I like my friends and I know any of them would.6. What kind of people are you attracted to? I really don’t know. Probably nerds.7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now? That wold be fantastic! But sadly, probably not because my life.8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind? Matt9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable? Nope. Like maybe a little. But I think it’s a good thing to talk about. Like let’s say a miracle happens and some nerd decides to date me, that’s got to come up, and I have to be able to say No thanks, dude. Put a ring on it first. Besides sex is fuckin weird if you think about it anyways. It’s funny.10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with? No idea11. What does the most recent text that you sent say? oh this is a good one… (to my mom at like 2pm) “I just realized that I forgot to make lunch. Are you drivng by anywhere?”12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now? Bad Blood, Stronger Than you, King by Lauren Aquilina (That one because it relates perfectly to my OC. More so than the song means. cuz he gave up his crown because of his depression managed to fall in love with the next queen and knows that he is going ot have to put the crown back on one day despite his internal struggles. Also that’s most of the plot of my story.), Things We Lost in the Fire, and ummm Pompeii13. Do you like it when people play with your hair? tbh no one’s ever played with my hair. But I would love it if someone did. I mean i’ve had some people do up my hair, and I like that…14. Do you believe in luck and miracles? Ehhhh… this is tricky. Anytime something really lucky happens, especially something like, wow if this hadn’t happened I’d be in a big mess, to me, that’s almost like God acting in this world. SO in way, a tiny miracle. Idk tho, it’s weird, I’m weird, it’s how I keep my faith.15. What good thing happened this summer? I got a job. I got to try my hand at DMing. Oh! And I made a website… which need to work on…16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? HhahahHAHAHhahah. good one. My cat. I suppose I kiss my parents every once in a while, but not often. I kiss my cats every day th and tell hem I love them. I’d probably do the same if I had a bf. but how do I know that my cats understand?? do they know what my kisses mean? DO THEY KNOW??17. Do you think there is life on other planets? There certainly could be. (answered this in the answered ask before)18. Do you still talk to your first crush? Nope. He’s still cute tho. but i only liked him for his hair. He did turn out pretty nice tho.19. Do you like bubble baths? Yes, but i have to be watching or listening to something.20. Do you like your neighbors? I don’t pay attention to them.21. What are you bad habits? Not reading enough. being paranoid and anxious about every tiny thing in the world. idk probably more22. Where would you like to travel? Back to Ireland and the tower of London. I want o visit the ravens again!!23. Do you have trust issues? I thought I did. But turns out I just couldn’t trust one person. So no. I don’t.24. Favorite part of your daily routine? Going to sleep, talking to my friends, and eating.25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with? I’m actually pretty comfortable with most all of it. Sometimes my boobs piss me off tho. I can’t lie on my stomach and they get in the way of to many things..26. What do you do when you wake up? I pee then I get dressed immediately and start my routine.27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker? uhh, what kind of question is that? I guess I wish I wasn’t so pasty sometimes, but that’s it.28. Who are you most comfortable around? my friends, surprisingly ones I’ve only known for less than a year. yes that’s you denae, mat, megan, and also Grace.29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up? Nope. don’t have a ex30. Do you ever want to get married? Yes31. If your hair long enough for a pony tail? yes, it’s fabulous32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with? uh…. opt out of that. goes along with the ring before sex. but even if I wasn’t like that, I still don’t know…33. Spell your name with your chin. .,lasjurfenm well I at least got all the leters in there.34. Do you play sports? What sports? That’s hilarious. Tho I did play soccer in kindergarden…35. Would you rather live without TV or music? Get rid of TV too much shit on it36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them? All… what did I say, 4, yep. Never said. I have no courage what so ever. like holy shit. granted 3 i got over really fast anyways. 37. What do you say during awkward silences? noting usually. i forget silences are awkward sometimes. If i feel that there has to be some kind of conversation, I’ll ask where someone is from or classes/major.38. Describe your dream girl/guy? A nerd. like, I’ve thought about this, but if I marry someone from my college, the’re going ot have to be in Geek Life. Like… i could have met the nerd already. that’s terrifying. cool, but terrifying. i like everyone in the group, all the guys are nice too. only thing is, some have been snapped up by the ladies. I did have a crush on Logan for like a month. Then I figured out he was dating denae and was sad for a day, then i got over it. but… i forgot where i was going with this. but yep. i might have met them.39. What are your favorite stores to shop in? Bookstores and game stores 40. What do you want to do after high school? doing it rn with college41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance? Yes.42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean? extremely? Well I’m probably sad or mad at you in particular. if i’m mad other wise i’m loud about it. i’m only really quiet when I’m sad.43. Do you smile at strangers? uhh, idk. sometimes. i mean i have to at my job now since i have to go to a farmers market every week.44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean? That’s tough, probably space. because zero gravity. SPAAAAAAAAACE. i like portal.45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning? The need to pee.46. What are you paranoid about? Holy shit. a lot of stuff. dying alone, and people stealing my things! I got locked out of work because of that fear… I was unloading my car and had to pee. I set my keys inside because i didn’t want my car to be stolen. I’m behind a shop that no one is at, let me add. The door is a little janky and the wind shut it behind me while i was unloading and it locked whit my keys inside. But yeah. people stealing my things. I’ll sometimes have my DS in my backpack, and check halfway through class that it’s there, even though it’s been at my side the whole time. 47. Have you ever been high? Never have been, never will be.48. Have you ever been drunk? Never have been and maybe will be one day so I understand, for research, for writing. i’m genuinly curious what it’s like to be drunk. But, I’m terrified of it. i’m especially terrified of getting a handover migraine… that’s also why I’ll never get high, cigarett smoke makes me sick and gives me a headache, who knows what pot will do… And they’re usually chemical migraines too, so other chemicals in my body wouldn’t help. Like just missing a day on my meds can trigger one. My chemicals makeup needs to stay balanced, thank you.49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about? uhhhhhhh. no. 50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore? Black. i’ve only got 2 traditional hoodies, both black. one’s a little too small tho51. Ever wished you were someone else? Not really… idk. i mean again from a researching perspective. what’s it like to be a guy? What’s it like to be 59? what’s it like to… ect. only like that. I mean I wish i were a little different oh! Look at the next question!52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself? I wish I was one cup size smaller. I wanna be a C again. and I wish I didn’t get migraines. I’d take the occasional car sick headache or tv headache still if I jsut didn’t get migraines from literally everything.53. Favourite makeup brand? I have some good cover girl stuff, but I don’t wear much makeup. I wish I did at times. I think I’d feel better about myself. but i’m lazy, and more importantly, I rub my face and eyes all the time, so it just smears off…54. Favourite store? Barnes and Noble or Schulers55. Favourite blog? idk56. Favourite colour? Green57. Favourite food? So hard… Steak probably. also pizza58. Last thing you ate? Bowtie pasta with chicken and garlic bread. It wasn’t that great.59. First thing you ate this morning? Peanut butter and honey toast.60. Ever won a competition? For what? Nope. Nothing official. Once I won a Guess how many in the jar. It was a jar of runtz. they were tasty. DOn’t remember the number, but i was 2 off.61. Been suspended/expelled? For what? Nope62. Been arrested? For what? No 63. Ever been in love? No. I love my cat tho64. Tell us the story of your first kiss? I saw my cat (different cat, orange tiger) , and he was lying there all cute, and i kissed his little head.65. Are you hungry right now? A little, now that you mention it.66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends? I only had one tumblr friend, he was nice. But he’s been inactive for a long time. BUt real friends all the way.67. Facebook or Twitter? Facebook. 68. Twitter or Tumblr? Tumblr. I just really don’t like twiter. i don’t get it.69. Are you watching tv right now? No70. Names of your bestfriends? Grace, Matt, Denae, Megan, Kendra (my mom)71. Craving something? What? Well you mentioned food… But I really want to be with my friends again. I didn’t even know them this well before summer came andn ow I do and now I’m sad because we all live very far away. Also I want someone to cuddle with. holy shit something just made a noise… i’m craving for someone to get rid of whatever it was….72. What colour are your towels? White. The ones I use at school are 2 different shades of purple tho72. How many pillows do you sleep with? Currently I have 5 on my bed, but only 2 and maybe a half are in use. Comfortably, I need 2.73. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? :) I have a stuffed pikachu that I got for christmas at least 10 years ago. it’s very flat and dingy. But It’s hardly a comfort factor, not mentally at least. I stuff him under my stomach and lean on him when I sleep on my side. It feels too empty and unsupported without it.74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have? well….40. There’s a bin of beanie babies somewhere tho. probably like 20 more in there.75. Favourite animal? Foxes and Ravens!! I love all birds tho76. What colour is your underwear? Aqua. One of my fav pairs.77. Chocolate or Vanilla? Chocolate78. Favourite ice cream flavour? I’ve been on a strawberry kick for like a year now, also pumpkin, but chocolate is a classic79. What colour shirt are you wearing? It’s sort of a dull cream. It’s cute hedgehogs in silver and black on it!80. What colour pants? Army green81. Favourite tv show? WE ARE THE CRYSTAL GEMS (Steven Universe)82. Favourite movie? Idk. Princess Bride?? I have a lot that I love. I’m really bad t ranking things, tb. Spirited away is great, I actually did enjoy Frozen and I love it so shut up. umm overboard is great too, that’s an old one. and devil wear prada and Legally blonde.83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2? Never seen 284. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street? Never seen 2185. Favourite character from Mean Girls? Don’t remember who. why are there 3 questions on this??86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo? Dory87. First person you talked to today? Whoever answered my good morning message first. I think it was Denae. Yes it was. usually it’s Matt. Or my mother says hi when I get up too. She was out today 88. Last person you talked to today? Denae again. She just told me to check Wildelife. It’s pretty intense now.89. Name a person you hate? I don’t really believe you can’t actually hate someone.90. Name a person you love? Riley. He’s my cat.91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now? Well I don’t have a desire to punch anyone in the face. but there are who could deserve it.92. In a fight with someone? Am I in a fight? No. Well A one sided fight. They don’t know about it. It’s “that person”93. How many sweatpants do you have? 1. they’re my backup pajama pants at my cottage.94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have? Umm, i need to throw out some that are getting really ratty, but maybe 6? 95. Last movie you watched? HP 1 Sorcerers Stone. Did that 2 nights ago96. Favourite actress? idk…97. Favourite actor? idk, I don’t care anymore. i used to, but now i just don’t care98. Do you tan a lot? No. about 3 maybe 4 days in the summer I actually decide to sit outside int he sun. Usually it’s because Grace wants me to come over and tan with our feet in the kiddy pool. I sat out in the sun for a few hours last weekend. I just really needed some color… I look like a normal human now.99. Have any pets? Yes! 2 cats, Riley and Spartacus, A fucking bird that I hate (canary), and 10 chickens!100. How are you feeling? Tired. I didn’t know this would take so long… it’s been an hour…101. Do you type fast? Very.102. Do you regret anything from your past? Yes. lots of things. There isn’t a week that goes by where there isn’t a thing or two I regret. Comes with the anxiety. 103. Can you spell well? genarly perty aoky104. Do you miss anyone from your past? I miss a friend in a way. But I miss who they used to be.105. Ever been to a bonfire party? A few. One or 2 with a youthgroup, and we had big fires in my backyard a few times. and on the beach! I wanted to have one after senior year of high shcool. my friends were pissing me of to much though when it came to planning so i blew up and just said i wasn’t going to do it. I think i still have all my papers form that year since I was planning to burn them.106. Ever broken someone’s heart? I don’t think so. No idea107. Have you ever been on a horse? Yes! I enjoyed it!108. What should you be doing? Showering109. Is something irritating you right now? My uterus. not being with my friends. Being single (but that’s old. I just like making that joke)110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt? Umm. there was one night, where maybe? I had been scolded a little and that was bothreing me, and i was on my period, all while thinking about a boy. My stomach indeed was hurting. but I think it was from a combination of those 3. not just the boy.111. Do you have trust issues? No… wait this is a repeat112. Who was the last person you cried in front of? I think Megan. Only for like half a second tho. That was a long time ago. I got my first grades back in college and they were bad. Not too bad. 2 Cs and a B, but from someone who is used to A’s, that hurt. She walked in while I was panicking about it. 113. What was your childhood nickname? Why do you expect me to have one???114. Have you ever been out of your province/state? Yes. a number of times. We used to go to North Carolina every year until like 2010 or so. We’ve ben on and off going since. I really hope I get to next summer. Cuz my parents said I can take a group of friends!115. Do you play the Wii? Hell yeah116. Are you listening to music right now? No, but I was listening to the Steven Universe soundtrack before. I downloaded like 45 songs…117. Do you like chicken noodle soup? No. Unless you count ramen, then yes.118. Do you like Chinese food? It’s okay… I like homemade chinese food. (ik i’s not real chinese food, but still)119. Favourite book? YOu can’t make me chose. again. I’m horrible at ranking things…120. Are you afraid of the dark? No. but that doesn’t stop me from running up the basement steps.121. Are you mean? Only in my head. and sometimes I’m mean in a playful way, only if i know it’s acceptable. Like grace, my bitch, we give each other shit all the time.122. Is cheating ever okay? FUck no! Why is this even a question???? It’s disgusting. You can’t screw with people’s head and lives like that. Gorss. Also, no way I could ever get 2 guys to be into me anyways.
Well i suppose you could be asking about cheating in other manners… like on homework and tests and shit. but who hasn’t done that. I once cheated on a test very deliberately (i usually only do so to check answers) but it was the teachers fault. I missed a day of Spanish class and came to her the next day. she said we just watched a vid but I didn’t have to worry about it. Guess what was on he test? Questions about the video. Like “What did the thief steal in the vid?” I could narrow it down to 2 choices because of nouns and cuz it was fill in the blank so like some clues there, but ugh, i was pissed. So i cheated and looked at someone else’s test. felt pretty damn guilty tho. then i got a B on the test and didn’t feel bad anymore. That teacher was out to get me…123. Can you keep white shoes clean? Not really. For a little while sure, but not too long.124. Do you believe in love at first sight? No. Not for me at least. If other people do, that’s fine. I don’t doubt that strange things could happen. I’d need to know the person first. whoever i meet it’s going to be a slow process…125. Do you believe in true love? Yes! I’m such a romantic type its gross. So yes all the way.126. Are you currently bored? I don’t get bored easily. I easily find something different to do. being anxious half my day helps too. My mind’s always spinning a million miles a minute.127. What makes you happy? Pokemon. birds. Video games. steven universe. Friends! And talking about all of these wonderful things with friends! Also food.128. Would you change your name? Nah129. What your zodiac sign? Taurus!130. Do you like subway? no131. Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? Holy mother of god. try to wake up from this dream. tbh I’d love it. I’d totally date them all the way. i’d date them so hard. This came up in my book I’m writing. My characters become best friends and after a year thy’re both like ‘yeah i’ve had a crush on you for a bit” And i sorta wrote the kind of relationship that I want. I do want that. I want a best friend whom I can call a nerd, destroy in Mario cart, and then make out with. oh and cook for. i love cooking/baking.
like I joke a lot about being single and never having dated (mostly because i think it’s funny), but in high school, there wasn’t a single person I would have wanted to date. because none of the guys were my friends. there was one guy who did become my friend, he’s still pretty cool, but idk if I could actually date him, he’s just a friend. So even if there had been a guy interested in my, I would have said no. to all of them. This is also why they’re probably going to have to be in Geek Life. That way I can get to know them first. I’m glad I didn’t have guys going after me, it’s just that after not a single one has, I’ve gotten discouraged. and that discouragement has led me to he crap I post on here st times and those dumb jokes. not that I want anyone to feel bad for me, no, no, no. I’m just telling it like it is. these are my feelings. that’s why i often use this shit site for.
also idk how to even be in a relationship. like how does it work??? I didn’t get this training like most people. I really don’t know, and that also worries me, like i’m probably going to do something really stupid because i just don’t know. When do you kiss a person? when do you tell people your dating? when do you do... idk everything?? and how
So in conclusion. it would be heaven sent. and I think I could start a really wonderful relationship with someone if that happened. I really hope one day it does.132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with? whY ARE YOU INTERROGATING ME I TOLD YOU IDK133. Favourite lyrics right now? Again.. the ranking things. But. “You say sorry just for show” (Bad blood) “I think you’re just mad ‘cause you’re single” (I am) (stronger than you), “Rose garden filled with thornes” (Blank space), and “Glass half empty, glass half full, well either eay your won’t be going thirsty” (King)134. Can you count to one million? wtf why?135. Dumbest lie you ever told? hmmm I’m really bad at lying… if I do it’s only the “I didn’t hear you,” or similar. idky but imma tell a story of when i wish i lied:
so i use the guest bathroom shower cuz it’s a lttle nicer than mine. and straigh out my door is a wall, and on the wall are places hung up with birds on them. I went to start my shower and realized i had forgotten my underwear. I go and grab it and being in a good mood, I was twirling it. well my underwear caught on the prongs and CRASH plate fell down and shatered. I stood three like and idiot. my dad comes running and i’m holding m underwear in my hands looking at, of course my favorite plate now in pieces ad he asks how it happen. I can’t fucking think of a lie. i realy can’t so i just fucking have to say it. “I… I was twirling my underwear and it…” ugh. i need to get better at lying for hings like that.
136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed? Door to the hall, closed, door to the bathroom open. it’s a jack and kill bath so it doesn’t lead ot the hallway and my brother has moved out. it gets way too hot if its clsoed.137. How tall are you? 5′6″138. Curly or Straight hair? preferences or what I got?? I have curlyish more wavy hair. for a guy, just not super curly, maybe not pin straight. idc too much.139. Brunette or Blonde? I am blonde. I always wanted a blond boy for yeas, but now I would prefer brunette. but not a big deal to me. I’ll take what I can get.140. Summer or Winter? Neither. spring.141. Night or Day? Night. it’s colder and people expect a lot less of you at night.142. Favourite month? May143. Are you a vegetarian? No144. Dark, milk or white chocolate? Milk145. Tea or Coffee? Tea146. Was today a good day? Very average147. Mars or Snickers? I literally don’t care. i don’t like candy very much. too cheap tasting.148. What’s your favourite quote? Toni Morris “If there’s a book you want to read that hasn’t been written yet, you must write it.” It’s how I got my start. I wanted a book abouta Queen who wasn’t evil and friends who fell in love. so I wrote it. i’m on like page 400 of revision 5 now! Chapter 53. but alas, writers block has kicked in :(149. Do you believe in ghosts? Nah150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page? (via cubansandwitch) Because I can. and it’s as close as a regular book. I’m going to pick up draft 1 of that story. “Solaris and Jack absorbed their swords as Jack and Riley jumped up on Jason”
Ew. ew. ew. ew. get it away. That’s an old mechanic I forgot about. In the transition from pokemon to human, i had to work out how fights would work. Well pokemon can create their weapons with energy, so I had to deal with that. I had a thing were people could essentially absorb their belongings into their being and call upon it later. got too mess and complicated. so now people just carry swords with them. much cleaner much nicer. Also Jason was currently in dragon form (in the line), just fyi.
It's fucking midnight.
How did this happen.
I have portfolio reviews in like 3 hours, but WHAT IS SLEEP?!?!