#i overshared

[androidboy]

todays work day was not a hard one and it was fine while i was there but now i am suffering under crippling delayed social anxiety and my tics r literally beating me

[lukoleoleole]

tagged by @purplemagic & @foxmagpie 😘

favorite piece of clothing I own: a baggy and somewhat holey cowboys shirt that i'll wear til i die

comfort food: anything either one of my grandmother's make. so probably mole or borscht and i realize those things together sound aaawful 😂

favorite time of the year: summer because all this snow is garbage

favorite song: rn it's "champaign, illinois" by old 97's. reminds me of when life was fun and we could actually go out with friends. another lifetime ago lol or a lingering love by fruit bats because it's constantly stuck in my head

do I collect something: no, i'm a minimalist and clutter gives me hives and so does having to clean around clutter

favorite drink: YEss coffee counts so coffee, or dr. pepper because have you ever had dr. pepper

favorite fanfic: this question though. i'm gonna say one of my own because they were all written for me and i don't care how vain that sounds lol

tagging: @joeyjoeylee @daydreamstew @xstrawmari or anyone else who may not have done this yet!

[echo-three-one]

what's ur fav video game soundtracks?

Oh boy. I do have a list, Zelda er echostabby!

Not in particular order.

Final Expanse - Hades

2 PM - Animal Crossing New Horizons

Ocarina of Time Medley and Lifelight - Super Smash Brothers Ultimate

Gerudo Valley - The Legend of Zelda - Ocarina of Time

All the 12 ocarina songs from Ocarina of Time

Jump up, Superstar! and Break Free! Lead the Way! - Super Mario Odysses

Main Theme - Legend of Zelda Breath of the Wild

Linebeck Theme - Phantom Hourglass

Dragon Roost Island - Windwaker

A thief's end - Uncharted 4

Nate's Theme - Uncharted 1 2 and 3

I'm a huge nintendo nerd

[charleewritesabook]

Last Line Tag

Thank you @boredwriter-16 and @raevenlywrites for tagging me in this!!

Just like my best friend, I too like to overshare so here's the latest excerpt of The Croatoan War.

"Tali, please, don't do this." Raevyn held out her hand, the dark tendrils of her magic weaving between her fingers.

"Why shouldn't we be united; why shouldn't I rule?" Thalia asked softly, her eyes staring distantly ahead, the glass ball pulsing in her hand.

"Its not right," Raevyn pleaded, "We came here to stop this madness, not build it."

Thalia turned her gaze into the ball, "Andrik wanted to take the world by force, but I could being peace!" Thalia looked back at Raevyn. "I could do it."

Raevyn shook her head desperately as the balls power grew. "I can't let you do that, Tali don't make me do this, please I don't want to kill you."

"You can't stop me," Thalia's voice turned cold.

Raevyn threw her magic at Thalia as her hand closed around the ball, enveloping her friends body in shroud of ink. Something broke in her chest as Thalia's scream tore through the air. The glass ball flew across the room and shattered against the wall sending a rainbow of slivers scattering across the floor.

I'll tag @ajbrooks-writes @cjjameswriting and @writings-of-a-narwhal

[swingsetindecember]

after watching the umbrella academy, i related a lot to how the kids grew up

mainly because as someone who lived in an abusive household, it took me awhile to come to terms with how my dad was emotionally abusive. only after high school i just started questioning it more. part of the problem was i assumed his behaviour was normal. like, that is how dad acts and that is just something you accept. when you are young, you have no litmus test to what is a healthy relationship. i used to try very hard to make him happy. nothing worked. kept my room clean, got top marks, played on school sports teams. when i was defying him he would be harder on me and less on my mom and sister. i made a point to draw his ire more. my sister and mom were living different types of abuse also so i never blamed them for what was happening to me because it was like prison? do what you need to do to survive. my sister and mom would let me take more abuse because they would get respite and they would also take different bullets. i understand that now. they were trying to protect themselves.  i get annoyed at times because i am human and i am like, you didn’t do anything but then again they were also frozen in how they didn’t want any more abuse from my father. i can’t blame them for that. there are even times on family outings that my mom and sister would go off and i was left with my dad, because someone had to, also he would be more abusive if we ditched him so i spent a lot of time with my dad, it was hard but again i would take on that mantle as if i was with him, he couldn’t hurt us all.  i am still unlearning a lot of things i grew up thinking were acceptable behaviour, i have been working through anxiety and depression and low self-esteem but i have to look back and see that i accomplished a lot. it’s a learning experience that is still taking time

tldr umbrella academy highlighted growing up in an emotionally abusive household and it was triggering for me

[v0iddr0id]

When or how did you first get introduced to transformers?

!!! ! !! !!!!!

I mean I’m really embarrassed to admit, but I only really got into transformers after the first movie, because the first one came out when I was about like 8 or 9. Then after that I used to watch the 80s cartoon on youtube. My favorite transformer back then was bumblebee. I liked him so much that me and my friends all had transformer names and they always called me bumblebee.

I picked it back up during high school when they used to have both the 80s cartoon and transformers prime on netflix with my brother, but I think they took them down. And then I found out about mtmte and the other comics and got WAY too invested into the series.

I feel like transformers is a series that’s been in my life for so long that I’m never really gonna get over it.

[xielchris]

Okay enough about my family drama, my entire personality is not based on that I promise—

[flowerdough]

girl i need to lay off social interactions for a moment this ain’t working