Couri is stronger than me bc if I had a fly in my room for hours that kept getting close to me and then flying away I would have started screaming and I mean that in the most literal way possible
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Couri is stronger than me bc if I had a fly in my room for hours that kept getting close to me and then flying away I would have started screaming and I mean that in the most literal way possible
I like tarot because when I can feel in my gut, that something isn’t right, the cards give me insight on what it is that’s being hidden under the surface that I can’t see yet
I’m still just catching my breath it feels like. I can't believe he's gone. For four years, so much of our lives have been totally dominated by that man. Waking up to some insane news, breaking of the law or norms, pure hatred and malice. As of now he's gone. Just, totally gone. It feels so surreal that I’m still getting hints of dread every time I hear “the President said...” even though it is followed by something positive and good and/or “normal.” I also didn’t expect this to create such a positive change in my overall mood. I was excited, but now I just feel so relieved. And though I think most of us know it is far from perfect, this feels like a gigantic relief. Catching my breath is the only way I can describe it.
NO CRINGE NO CRINGE
anyway i just think minthara should get tav AND durge if she wants
look there she’s a tav now, in this deranged world
aaaaaaah mental breakdown. wondering if I should maybe seek psychiatric help this time.
pros:
everyone would finally know that I'm broken and I could stop pretending that bashing my head into a wall Wouldn't make me feel better
maybe it might just work
cons:
everyone would know I'm broken
I would not be allowed to bash my head into a fucking wall
I wouldn't help bc im not broken. broken people don't just stitch themselves and genuinely forget they don't fit into society
I can't keep fucking doing this I just can't I can't bury it all, go back to being normal and kinda sad all the time, only for it to finally explode after a month in the quiet of my room at midnight I just cant
That's very considerate, Mr. Grey,' I snap, and his smile widens.
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Date a girl who stims!!!
Questions: 1 6 9 14 yaaay :)
heyyy, thanks :)1 -- I love my mother dearly, we get on really well (after turbulent teens), she makes me laugh more than anyone else, is an inspiration. I hardly know my father, it's an on & off relationship and now I'm in the UK there's little chance of anything.6 -- this time two years ago, we were working hard gathering info for husbands visa to move to Australia. it was stress & ignorance & chasing dollars. I was adjusting to a lot more pain, being rejected for disability but excited for husband to arrive soon.Now I'm over here, we are still poor & im still sore but at least we can deal with it together as we share a continent! I also hadn't gotten my rats yet, can't imagine my life without pedro & biggles in it, and now our 3 additions.9 -- can't tell you about the worst pick up line, haven't ever gotten one or been asked out for a date etc.14 -- bizarre pet peeve maybe be my misophonia but that really isn't a peeve being an illness & severe hate/hell. Noise hurts me, and not only sloppy eating & sniffly noses that can bother everyone, ANY minuscule sound that is a certain pitch or too loud or repetitive, will make my skin crawl & thoughts turn homicidal.I'm also really bitchy if you leave a tap running, waste food, get out a fresh plate when one is on the bench with 2 crumbs on it you can reuse etc etc. consider yourself lucky you aren't living with me.