I still function 👍
Hello everyone. I have again pulled too many Soundwaves, and I continue to pay for it.
This will happen again.
A few updates are in order. Fandom first for those who are here just for that, and then a more personal update for those who are curious.
<<< FANDOM >>>
Almost all of my recent fandom focus has been on personal projects and collabs with friends/mutuals, and that’s how things will continue to be for the foreseeable future.
A few of the projects I’m either currently working on, or will begin working on soon:
Constellations of Cybertron AU — I won’t be sharing much about this for a long time, but every single day I’m building onto it.
PROJECT: FORESHADOW — A crossover in which Shockwave’s cosmic meddling is to blame (as usual), and Soundwave takes it upon himself to pick up some of the pieces
OPERATION: JRO-1 — A massive undertaking that will likely span several years and may be my most insane fandom idea yet. Details will be limited, but if the stars align, I’ll start sharing updates here.
OPERATION: JRO-2 — Another multi-year project related to the other JRO who’s written for Transformers.
Everything else like analysis posts, shitposts, a community event I thought of last year, etc. is on hold as I’ve shifted my focus away from the broader fandom and toward other enterprises.
<<< PERSONAL >>>
The last several months have been enlightening. I learned more about myself, became a little more important at work, flew across the country on a paycheck and a prayer to meet a couple mutuals in person for the first time, lurked in a new fandom, and more.
Meanwhile, my longterm plans have changed. Med school is on hold for several reasons.
My health is hanging on by a hair, I’m stuck in an unfortunate home situation, university and a viable career are far off dreams, and I have little time to myself each day to work on hobbies or even think as much as I need to.
But this is not a cry for help or sympathy. It’s a testament to the fact that I haven’t lost my grip on my sword:
I finished the Big Bang with minutes to spare. I eat three meals a day and drink lots of water. I continue to get up in the morning despite my desire to murder time itself so I can be free. I still have my eyes on the Stars.
The war goes on, but so do I.









