#i write stories

[spacepaprika]

You guys do know my ask box is open, right?

[apatheticaggo]

What you want me to say first

Want me to tell you everything I don’t like

You want to know all about my past life

Want to see if I got multiple people up in mind

Trying to still figure out the controls

Hey whoever’s up there! Figure it out! Read the manual !

Fuck this. No for real go fuck this.

So what if I just handed you some orange peels.

That’s about how much I care

When someone doesn’t give a fuck

Leaping from the shadows I’ll be there !

To throw a couple more fuck you’s

To dig deep in my pockets for I don’t cares

Shit. I just realized all the IOU’s I must owe to you for all the times I didn’t even give a fuck about you.

Peek in the box.

What did you find

Nothing. !

Not a single fuck this time

That’s how I feel on a real note. I know you use me as a scapegoat. I’ll never be Michale but damn I’ll try to be the GOAT. Living my life by every book Oprah televised on her reading list. So why does it seem that my life is still shit?

I do all the little things that you’d expect out of a partner in a relationship. Not gonna list them all I’ll save that shit. Not gonna go on a roll it would take a long time easier just to take the toll to save lines.

I’m asking about the extra. The didn’t need to’s of back rubs and you first that’s what I’m telling you.

All the surprises that you controlled all the way down to Christmas’s and me buying you coke... yes a drink. A coke. At a gas station. You in the car still waiting. Had to text me as I was browsing to make sure I remembered our previous conversation. That was literally three minutes ok when I asked if it was diet or no.

Where the hell should I take this. Which way do I want to go.

I am a one of a kind a only comes once but you gonna fuck it up so I’m gonna say bye bye. All you had to do was appreciate my time. I don’t need you to think you have do everything I do for you, legit you don’t even have to try. I like our life when you just don’t put me down at night. Don’t tell me I’m lazy and don’t do shit because I no longer work a 9-5. I guess I finally realize the struggles of a housewife.

Sorry you too late to enjoy hot food that I made you a text woulda worked just fine. Sorry you so tired that you fell asleep in the kids room. I was just trying to put him to sleep three hours ago but you told me no cause of the work guilt. I get it I don’t tilt. But when you decide to let him stay up till nearly midnight and then get mad at me then that’s some bullshit hold up let finish speaking. Let me finish thinking. Let me go ahead and put him back to sleep while you talk some shit under your breath about how it was my fault that ya back hurts ( pssst it’s not because of ya breast ) my fault I give you all that attention. Just sitting on the couch remodeling homes in the south that’s all you ever talk about if it’s not about work then we silent, feels like a drought. I don’t even know why I get so mad you showing me right now there’s no fuck I be giving

Damn. Why didn’t I pay some attention.

[misteria247]

My Thought Process

Me: You should update your two stories!

Also me: Hmmmm, you know what would be great? A kid Olidia.

Me: Gabby don't. We still have The Demon King story and Tegan's Wish-

Also me: *Makes a new story and already has three parts up.*

Me:.......why are you like this?

[iscarlgrimesbackfromthedeadyet]

lmfao i dont think anybody hates their own blog as much as you.

I dreamt the other night that I forgot to post one day and I woke up in panic at like 4am thinking I’d failed my son, so I was like ‘shit if it’s 4am here then it probs hasn’t gone midnight in america yet. there’s still time. I can do this’ and I was scrambling around for my phone in the dark before I remembered I’d fucking queued it like every other goddamn day, so I think the point of this story is that this blog has not only ruined my waking moments but my fucking nights as well. every time I look at my phone there are new notes for this blog. I wake up to this shit. I am faced with it throughout the day. it haunts my dreams. there are almost 300 people who thought that this shit was worthy of a follow. what the fuck

[grimweaver]

Has anyone else had to rewrite/change a fic more than once? 

[littleneko1923]

I thought I would share some music that has recently inspired me to write some original novel stuff that I may or may not turn into a Fan Fiction AU... so tagging a few friends who I thought would like it... @ash-castle @ashenrenee @littleredsiren3101 @indiebluecrown @shayalonnie @shadu-kiam @kittenshift-17

[betty-talks]

Cry #2 of the day: still trying to write this stupid shit