#i'm fine.

[djotime]

Joe Keery A Flaunt Film — 2025

[sattelite-of-love]

AGATHA ALL ALONG 1.04 / 1.09

[thissying]

Max on his relationship with GP

[longhairedwumuti]

everybody wake up new lore dropped!!! but actually though, this is from the director's insta, and it validates so much of what we saw in the video, which really speaks to the clearness of their storytelling! and that poem OOOOH i wanna print it and hang it on the wall.

what i wanna talk about tho is the gods of beauty, imagination, reason, and life. i think rui is beauty, haru is imagination, hyun is reason (the sword), and wumuti is life. i could flip haru and rui--the field of stars at the beginning of the second verse could represent endless choice, and the eyes could be like. the eye of the beholder, beauty as tied to perception, or they could be 'windows to the soul'/looking out, representing Imagination--as well as the multiple shots of haru looking up (looking to the impossible). and that shot near the end of rui tenderly fixing han sohee's hair points to Beauty.

I'm partial to haru being imagination, because haru and hyun are playing chess at the beginning and haru is the one to push the pawn to the end of the board--imagination and reason playing chess? imagination being the thing that brings han sohee to the end of the world in the first place!

also, the sorrow of the fading self! the destruction inherent in transformation and the necessity to keep moving forward regardless! the way that Reason, in my mind, holds that sorrow and that necessity--the one that holds the sword, the one that gives us the tools to carve the new self, to bring about the new future. and hyun as reason, giving han sohee that sword.

also, wumuti as LIFE augh i just! i love it so much life as the one to first pick the pawn up off the floor in the first place. life not necessarily as a player of chess, but as one who sees the entire board. life as the one to cradle and bless that transformation as it occurs, and even as the pawn goes on, life keeps the heart of the pawn. and it's not sinister, but it's not innocent either--it's a reminder that all of these things--the sorrow, the pain, the transformation, the imagination, the moving forward--are held in the arms of life. that we have to serve Life, not death. that we have to keep moving forward. that all of these things, the good and the bad, are essential to our journey to becoming ourselves.

[cartethyia-fleurdelys]

The prophecy is nothing but a vicious lie Here comes the growling dark tide The more pain she feels, the clearer she sees Haloes of divine are fading

I can hear the bell of fate sounds It's high time to turn it around

[ilovemesomevincentprice]

Vincent Price in a play in 1953

[spamtonspammyspamspam]

cw: suicide ideation mentioned

how joyful. instead of falling asleep like i planned to. i had a violent panic attack and flashback episode (ptsd) caused by something my best friend/flatmate did on accident <$

and i am confined in my room until 10pm because my flatmate has a guest over and i would rather die than to let them see me like this <$

I LOVE HAVING PANIC ATTACKS!!!! AND ANXIETY!!!!! AND PTSD!!!!! IT'S SO FUN <$$$$ HAVE I EVER TOLD YOU SUNSHINES MY FAVORITE PART IS WHEN I REMEMBER THE HORRIBLE HORRIBLE THINGS THAT HAPPENED TO ME, AND MY BRAIN GOES "IT'S GONNA HAPPEN AGAIN!!!! YOUR BEST FRIEND IS GONNA [hyperlink blocked] YOU!!!!!!!! YOU SHOULD HIDE OR KILL YOURSELF!!!!!!!" WOAW IT'S ALWAYS SO FUNNY AND WHIMSICAL DON'T YOU THINK?????? 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰😍😍😍😍💖💖💖💖🥰😍💖💖😘😘😘😋😋😋🥰🥰🥰💖💖😍😍💖💖💖🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰 (/sarcasm.)

i took my meds for when i have a panic attack. they're working i'm not actively in distress anymore. though i am dissociating hard. ISN'T IT SO WONDERFUL???

I LOVE WHEN EVERY CELL IN MY BODY SCREAMS AT ME TO KILL MYSELF BECAUSE I'VE BEEN TAUGHT GROWING UP THAT THE ONLY WAY TO BE CARED FOR IS TO HURT MYSELF!!!! IT'S TO BE AS MISERABLE AS POSSIBLE AND HAVE MY LIFE BE THREATENED OR ELSE I WON'T BE NOTICED!!!!! AND NOW I DON'T KNOW HOW ELSE TO COPE!!!!!!!!!!! YAY YIPPEE YAY!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm just having an episode. it's fine. i'll be fine. i don't have a choice either.

i'm not gonna kill myself, my intrusive thoughts are just being dramatic.

[lucytsukii]

I want a hug, I'm feeling insecure about my story, I want it to be funny and entertaining, but I only create tragedies elaborated ;w;