bro that was fucking insane
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bro that was fucking insane
Thank you Sam Johnson(Blind Mew) and Pirate101 for them 🙏 [x]
I am finally home
I have done 4 years of college
As in, I have attended the classes, learnt, studied, written exams, written make-up exams, passed all exams, submitted all the assignments and projects and essays and powerpoints, and now here I am
4 years later
I am technically a graduate
I did that
....
Well then
Clarke spent 3 months in the wilderness; completely alone, cut off from all society and her people, unable to face what she had to do to survive, believing that nobody- especially Bellamy- deserved her life, her presence, her love.
Now Clarke has spent 6 years in the wilderness; separated from all of humanity, living with what she has done but knowing it saved the ones she cared most for, not regretting a moment, calling Bellamy every single day without fail to see if he would answer.
Clarke Griffin knows she is loved. Clarke Griffin knows that every deed, good or bad, that she has done has happened for a reason. Clarke Griffin knows that Bellamy’s heart will always be there to welcome her home.
Clarke lost her mind in 3 months after refusing to accept love- but the hope of Bellamy Blake surviving and one day returning back to her was enough to keep her sane for 6 years.
Bellamy Blake kept her alive
okay so
i grew up with the idea that you were either gay or straight. while i had assurances that i would be loved no matter what, i did notice that my family would sneer whenever such topics came about; i noticed that no one in my family was happy with the supreme court ruling gay marriage as legal; i noticed when no one used a transwoman’s proper pronouns. i noticed when my sexuality was called unnatural. i noticed when my mother said she wouldn’t change her mind when it came to those topics. i’ve since given up and...shut up, more or less.
so the orlando shooting has taken me a while to process; i’ve been taught for so long that who i am isn’t welcome, and unnatural - so, a part of me felt like this tragedy isn’t a part of who i am. i know that who i am is a risk. i know if i should talk about it, my brother in law will say if he was there he would have shot the man himself, and it’s no reason to take away his gun. i know my mother will roll her eyes when i say how upset i am about all of this. i don’t want to fight, i just want to be understood. i am tired of the lack of understanding and compassion in my family; i am tired of them not trying when i do nothing but try. and sometimes it’s not enough, true. there is still so much for me to learn, and i accept that. i’m glad of it, because i know i am doing better every single day. i just hate leaving those i love behind. i want to bring them on this journey with me, and it’s so hard to accept that they don’t want to.
so when i come on here and see all these people sharing the faces, names, and stories of these souls, i know i am on the right path. i know i am following the right people. i know i can come on here and be safe, and know it’s okay to be angry, to be scared, and to cry. i am allowing myself to feel this tragedy. what and who i am is not unnatural, and it’s not my fucking fault that someone would deem my existence as worthless, or unnatural enough to want to take it from me.
i am an asexual, bi-romantic woman. and i’m tired.
now excuse me. i need to watch some funny videos.
All I could do when I was sitting face to face with Misha tonight was shake and stare at him... He's so goddamn beautiful up close... I kept staring at his hands on the table in front of me... I did manage to name drop my Gishwhes team and he raised his eyebrows up and gave this knowing look and went like "ohhh yeahh you guyssss". *internal screaming* Also, his face looked totally healed from what I could see when it was half a foot in front of me ;u; so glad he's healing<3 Ahhhh~ I can't stop thinking about when he came upstairs with us to look at the beautiful sunset and I stood there beside him and just took it all in .... I'll never forget that moment. Also, he was stuffing a piece of chicken in his face and wiping his greasy mouth on the tablecloth of a lone table when we were up on the boat deck uwu ehehehehehe uwu 💕
I honestly cannot stop thinking about The Hunger Games. Little Rue was even in my dream last night. This from the girl who didn't even want to go see it... I'd go again but the cinema is too much effort.