Jul 10, 2017
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So glad it’s the holidays :)
I original
Sometimes I get afraid that I am just a collection of other people's thoughts and perspectives, and that I will never come up with something original and my existence is pointless and the chocolate milk tastes bad etc etc... But then... Then I remember that I came up with some pretty funny made-up words when I was younger. I'm good.
I have been bombarded with exhaustion and an overwhelming amount of emotion. I’m tired, but I don’t feel awful. No for the first time in months I feel like I’m okay, not just that blegh okay, that somber okay in which everything kinda just makes sense. I know it’s not gonna last forever, but let me relish in the moment that I have for now, because this is my happiness. It’s truly and deeply mine.
The people who have been the closest to me won't understand how they've helped me and how they've changed me. They've worked on me from the outside in and I'm better for it. I let this happen and not everyone is happy with me right now, but that's okay because I'm happy with me. I'm happy for the things that have happened during the last few days, the last week, the last month. All of it has changed me, I'm still me, but I'm a better me. THANK YOU. JUST THANK YOU.
"..Tings I Gotta Understand..My Girl Wanna See A Plan!, House & A Porsche To Drive In..We Jus' Need Some Keys Jus' To Put Them Inside It!..The Crib Look Like A Temple, We Livin' In Silence..We Juugin' Soo Silently!, The Money Is Silent!!..True, Say The Girls Do Adore Us, Who Do We All Do It For!?..."
NEW MUSIC: PARTYNEXTDOOR - "I'M GOOD".
"..Tings' I Gotta Understand..My Girl Wanna See A Plan!, House & A Porsche To Drive In, We Just Need Some Keys..Just To Put Em' Inside It!, The Crib Look Like Ah' Temple, We Livin' In Silence, We Juugin' Soo Silently..The Moneyy Is Silentt...!!"
Sound.
October's Very Own: Today Was The 5th Official Sound Off Of - OVO Radio Featured On Apple Music! As Oliver E-khatib Held Things Down, During His Set: He Premiered A Brand New PARTYNEXTDOOR Record Titled - "I'm Good". Production Featured By, Amir Obe Who Is Infamous For Producing Drake's - Star 67 Hit. As Party Sings - 'I'm Sorry For The Wait' On This New Piece: It's A Pretty Good Assumption To Make That - His Anticipated New Project Is Currently In The Works! But #StayTuned & Check Back For Any Updates. Listen x Download - "I'm Good" Below!!
I'm quite proud of myself as of late. I've gotten rid of all the distractions of my heart and i'm finding out who i am, what i want and who i want. I want to be loved. Really loved. I want to be chased after and valued. I'm done letting people make me feel like crap and feel like second best. If you want me you'll have to come after me. I hate games so if you want me tell me. If not i'm leaving. I have no time for something or someone who won't let me know how important I am to them. If you feel the need to hide your feelings for me then you're not what i'm looking for. Love me or leave me. I won't stop you from leaving. I don't have a need for someone who doesn't want to be in my life. Goodbye toxic relationships. Goodbye people who hurt me. Goodbye idiots who use me. Goodbye heartaches and heartbreaks.
