when your whole identity was being the Good Church Girl but your system doesn't go to church any more because it's too triggering for everyone...including you...
>_>
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when your whole identity was being the Good Church Girl but your system doesn't go to church any more because it's too triggering for everyone...including you...
>_>
(What do you think you're chasing, anyway?)
I'm tired of trying to figure this shit out myself, I'm crowdsourcing
Hey gay people what does it mean if my sex dreams are always about other women but they're never actually arousing
I never have fit in anywhere
Like what the fuck people are making identities they can call their own and then fit into groups that share their identity but have similar identities
And its like what? Where is this for me? Where do I fit in? I'm cis and I'm male and I'm priviledged but holy shit, why do I always feel like I'm 200 miles away from everyone I've talked to that wasn't my mom or my ex?
Monstrum
Who am I, in the dark?
Who am I, alone?
When there is no one else,
When no mask need be shown,
Who am I, all alone?
.
In this silent recess,
Who am I, all alone?
With no one to impress,
Who am I at rest?
.
At home in my skin,
Nothing wearing me thin,
Who am I, at rest?
Who is this thinking?
.
When the lights are all out,
When no one is about,
I find I must ask,
Who am I, in the dark?
.
(When there is no one else,
When I am all that is left,
I find myself ask
Why me? In the dark.)