Jan 24, 2019
Life was getting good again, everything was going well. I had a great person in my life, a great job, a new adventure to go on and then....it just all got whipped away at the same time. I haven’t been okay. I keep dreaming of running away. I keep wanting the blade. I keep wanting to block everyone out. More than anything though....more than anything I want to die. I want everything to fade away. I want to float into nothingness or whatever comes after this place. I want to stop waking up and hurting. I want to not cry myself to sleep. I just want to be happy. Please....I just want to not be here.
