#ig? lol

[lordcringe]

Hey

[thursdaysgrrl]

thinking about gf!jinx who would be so so soft. honestly i read a lot of fics where she's kind of rough and a tease and there's definitely a time and a place for banter but she's also the type to really crave reassurance and therefore extend it. i'm talking constantly grabbing onto your arm and kissing your shoulders just to remind you she's there and wants you near her, always sending texts saying "ily" and "miss you" even when she knows you're at work; it doesn't matter if you're literally making out--between kisses her whispers are completely off topic, talking about how excited she is to spend the whole weekend chilling with you.

i'm not saying she doesn't like to take the lead. if you're shy, she'll gladly pull you onto the dance floor and loudly request to the dj your favorite song. it's just that when she whispers in your ear amidst all the booming speakers, she's a nervous girl asking for reassurance that what she did was good. she'll express her care for you through jokes, teasing, nicknames--but in equal frequency sincere compliments and requests. when she's worried she's talking too much, she'll switch to physical touches; if you seem overstimulated, her hands are off, though--all she really wants is to bask in your presence.

[kaboodlesdoodles]

kidsssss come get ur food!!!!!!!

[un-till-the-end-a]

Ivan is not a good friend to Till

I'm just going to preface, we're setting aside Till's own behavior for now and looking at how Ivan treats Till - or specifically mistreats Till, without any other caveats involved.

This is not hate or anti rhetoric. Do not use my posts to engage in discourse. I'm examining a specific facet of their relationship for a specific reason.

Beating up an already bruised Till

The artbook says Ivan has a strong fist from growing up in the slums, but Till just assumes he's a naturally strong fighter. Ivan can easily suppress Till, even when he's smaller than him.

Instead, he's having the time of his life adding to the bruises already on Till. A segyein teacher comments they keep fighting but concludes that's just how kids are. This means Ivan is repeatedly contributing to Till's bruises.

Later, Ivan grows up to be bigger than Till anyways. Ivan tells Till he wants to stop fighting: Till is smaller than him now so it's too much trouble to avoid injuring him worse than usual. Obviously this pisses Till off.

Patronizes him

Till takes offence to Ivan suggesting he can't take him just because he's smaller now.

When Till receives a fixed restraint that restricts him even further, Ivan tugs on the leash and tells him "I told you so."

Insults him

Ivan also calls him a loser when they're young. This is right after Till defined it as someone who is a friendless moron, and it clearly hurts his feelings.

Lets Till take the fall for him

In the Anakt Garden Kit, a segyein writes Till got into a fight with a new kid named Ivan and that fortunately Ivan has generously forgiven him. This implies Ivan didn't take any blame for his participation in it.

Ivan's behavior leads to Till getting blamed for things he didn't even do.

Steals Till's belongings and lies about having found them

In the Patreon, it's written that:

Ivan would steal Till's belongings just to return them later. He would pretend to be the one who found them, and this irritated Till very much.

He steals Till's pencil which Till needs if he wants to draw or compose. Ivan repeatedly steals the recorder Mizi gave him which Till calls his "one and only treasure."

Taking into account Till's guardian, the condition of his clothing, and his excitement at receiving gifts, we can infer he probably isn't given things often and probably doesn't own much to begin with.

Ivan steals his birthday gifts as well.

Disgusts and scares him

I'm told specifically Till finds the notion unsanitary. There's any number of reasons he could feel this way but Ivan doesn't let it go right away.

Till is already upset and on edge, and then Ivan prods at the exact reason he's distressed. It's also inflicting more pain on him, even if only slightly.

"A deep love-hate attachment"

A friend who is kind to you sometimes and mean to you others is not a good friend. That's obvious, isn't it? The acts of gentleness don't cancel out the acts of violence.

But Till doesn't see him as a friend. He sees him like a family member:

Someone you're stuck with no matter what. Someone who picks on you but has your back in thick and thin. Ivan confuses, irritates, and frustrates Till, but he also soothes and cares for him. He's someone who makes his life difficult, but he's also someone Till can fall back on.

[delioncourtzs]

Can’t wait for the people who claimed Nosferatu was too much to see Lestat de Lioncourt attempt - and possibly succeed in - fucking his transmasc mother in season 3 of IWTV

[downydig]

He’s cute! I want to see more of him ☃️

[fuyumiful]

found this pic while searching for refs and was possessed by the incontrollable urge to redraw it w the blorbos