#illogical thoughts

[illogicalthinking]

The urge to draw is surpassing the fact I broke my left elbow so I can’t

[aptophobiaa]

half of me wants to start talking again to my fp, telling him about my day, asking about his, stopping venting for everything and just sending him memes and dumb shit I find online. this half can't bare to lose him, it knows I would be in so much pain if we even stop talking. but the other half? she wants him to hate me. to see me as the hideous person I feel like I am. to despise me. to tell me how bad I treated him in all these years and then cut me off his life definetly, blocking me on all social media and shit like that. because I deserve that kind of atrocious pain. and because he deserves way better than me, he deserves a good friend who doesn't let him down. and I am not enough for him

[only-dans]

List of gender neutral baby names I made:

Spork

Bong water

Pi short for pi

Oxi short for water

Asi short for aspirin

Flagella the forth

Cheep

Beepus

Speed bump

Bee short for Benadryl

Hj short for hjonk

Rav short for ravioli

[book-of-a-thousand-days]

I don’t know why I still get stressed watching Titanic

I know how it ends and yet every time I’m hoping that maybe they won’t hit the iceberg this time

[illogicalthinking]

Due to personal reasons AAAAAAAAAAAA

Thank you for your time

[illogicalthinking]

Finally watching luca!

[illogicalthinking]

About me:

Name: Rain

Age: 21

Pronouns: they/them

Other socials:

AO3: illogicalthinking

Dan and phil blog: only-dans

Fandoms: mainly anime fandoms, occasional sanders sides, umbrella academy and whatever else I find

I make content of whatever I am most interested in

Tagging system:

I tag triggering posts as #tw [insert trigger]

If you ever wish for me to tag something please dm me or send me an anon asking and I will gladly do so! I want this place to be a safe space!

#personal is the tag for everything non fandom related from memes to serious stuff (that aren't my personal posts)

#illogical thoughts and #rains rambles are the tags for personal posts that I often post.

#nsfw is the tag for nsfw posts, if they make you uncomfortable in anyway feel free to block the tag.

#gremlin bitch is the tag for my good friend @ace-of-haerts who I like to frequently bully. Its back and forth arguing so feel free to block the tag.

#friends is the tag where I interact with my friends!

Theyre the general tags I use, however I also use specific fandom, ask and anon tags.

DNI if you:

If you are an exclusionist of any kind (I.e ace phobic or panphobic), racist, abusive, xenophobic, sexist or anything like that, fuck off you are not welcome on my blog.

[illogicalthinking]

My pinky has been dislocated for like an hour and I can't get it back in shsushs