𝑱𝒖𝒍𝒊𝒂𝒏 𝑫𝒆𝒗𝒐𝒓𝒂𝒌 ♡ (ꜰʟᴜꜰꜰ ᴀʙᴄ)
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A/N: ⚠️CONTAINS SPOILERS FOR JULIAN’S ROUTE⚠️ I’m pretty sure this fandom is dead (if it’s not, please let me know, I need more Arcana mutuals), so I’m writing this for more of a personal reason; That being I’m way too in love with Ilya and my way of expressing feelings is through writing about the person. He’s way too pretty. Okay, enough, enjoy! <3
Julian’s fluff ABC
❥𝘼 = 𝘼𝙩𝙩𝙧𝙖𝙘𝙩𝙞𝙫𝙚 (𝙒𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙙𝙤 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙮 𝙛𝙞𝙣𝙙 𝙖𝙩𝙩𝙧𝙖𝙘𝙩𝙞𝙫𝙚 𝙖𝙗𝙤𝙪𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙤𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧) Everything. You’re mesmerizing in every sense to him. Your personality, your little mannerisms and quirks, he adores. And he can’t keep his hands to himself either. You’re amazing in every way. I get a feeling he absolutely adores your eyes and eyelashes too. Not because he has one all infected and “nasty looking” (his words really, you think it’s super cool, with or without the eyepatch), but because they’re just so pretty. The way they express so many things, whether it be anger or profound joy, he loves it. I’d be lying if I said he hadn’t crashed into some stands in the Vesuvian market because he was too distracted looking at how your eyes look like under the sun leaking from the makeshift roofs there.
❥𝘽 = 𝘽𝙖𝙗𝙮 (𝘿𝙤 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙮 𝙬𝙖𝙣𝙩 𝙖 𝙛𝙖𝙢𝙞𝙡𝙮? 𝙒𝙝𝙮/𝙒𝙝𝙮 𝙣𝙤𝙩?) He’d love to, especially if he gets to share it with you. BUT he’d like to live everything else there is to live before setting down to have a family. Like exploring the sea, for example. Traveling with you and Portia is definitively on top of his list, of course meeting his parents, getting a place of your own near the clinic and you and Asra’s shop... just, many things! But yes, he’d love to have a family with you <33
❥𝘾 = 𝘾𝙪𝙙𝙙𝙡𝙚 (𝙃𝙤𝙬 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙮 𝙘𝙪𝙙𝙙𝙡𝙚) You laying your head on his chest as he wraps an arm around your waist and your leg is bent all the way to his thighs/hips. It’s easy to move if you need to and if you get too warm, then you can just separate for a second and then be back in your positions once you’ve cooled. Now, do I need to say he loves being the little spoon? Yes, it’s not practice, and it’s quite funny how you can’t even manage to fully wrap your arms around him. Most of the time, you’ll toss around at night and end up on top of him or him on top of you or one on each side of the bed or- you know what I mean. But you always find your way back to each other.
❥𝘿 = 𝘿𝙖𝙩𝙚𝙨 (𝙒𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙙𝙖𝙩𝙚𝙨 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙢 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚?) It’s pure blissful chaos. You both probably have the whole thing planned, since you always end up doing the most random shit you could think of; like that time, you were supposed to go to the theater and ended up swimming in the lake while feeding the ducks that swam around you. Yes, it was weird. Though you have got to your plans and destinations twice, admit his spontaneity is amazing and improvising for dates becomes your favorite thing to do after giving up on following a schedule. He feels guilty about it sometimes, but we know that some kind words and assurance will help him remember it’s part of the things you love about him.
❥𝙀 = 𝙀𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙮𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜 (𝙔𝙤𝙪 𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙢𝙮 ____ (𝙚.𝙜. 𝙢𝙮 𝙡𝙞𝙛𝙚, 𝙢𝙮 𝙬𝙤𝙧𝙡𝙙…)) “You’re my light, Y/N Y/L/N”. Listen, we all know life’s been extra tough on my boy, and after you’ve been to hell and back together (literally), well... let’s just say that to him, calling you ‘his light’ or ‘the light of my life’ is an understatement. The brightest part of his life, aside from his childhood, started when he met you. You make life brighter.
❥𝙁 = 𝙁𝙚𝙚𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙜𝙨 (𝙒𝙝𝙚𝙣 𝙙𝙞𝙙 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙮 𝙠𝙣𝙤𝙬 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙮 𝙬𝙚𝙧𝙚 𝙞𝙣 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚?) It was definitely something progressive, and his feelings grow every time he looks into those eyes and realizes he feels home in them. Even when he thinks it’s quite impossible to adore someone’s existence more, you unintentionally prove him wrong. But, if he had to define a specific moment, it would be the times you showed him you’d stay even when you both weren’t sure if he had killed Lucio or not. The moments where you believed in him, even when everyone in town knew him as a killer. The moments where you were present. When you decided he was a person with feelings before a criminal. A person with feelings who was deserving of love and compassion.
❥𝙂 = 𝙂𝙚𝙣𝙩𝙡𝙚 (𝘼𝙧𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙮 𝙜𝙚𝙣𝙩𝙡𝙚? 𝙄𝙛 𝙨𝙤, 𝙝𝙤𝙬?) Dude, he’s the kindest person you’ll ever meet. You’re dating the sweetest, most adorable dork in the history of Vesuvia. He’s always trying to get a smile out of you, for the pure selfishness of relishing in the sweetness of it. He loves seeing you happy, so he’s always unconsciously caring and doing his best to keep you comfortable at all times. The tone in his voice, how he tries to monitor you in sizeable crowds without crossing the line, the way he looks at you when you’re talking about something you like or when playing with Faustus... Hell, even when he holds you; you can feel his adoration through his touch. He really loves you.
❥𝙃 = 𝙃𝙖𝙣𝙙𝙨 (𝙃𝙤𝙬 𝙙𝙤 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙮 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚 𝙩𝙤 𝙝𝙤𝙡𝙙 𝙝𝙖𝙣𝙙𝙨?) This man has long fingers and I mean that in the most sfw manner. That being said, he’s o b s e s s e d with comparing hand sizes with you, as if there was ever going to be a difference from the first time he did it. Intertwined fingers must be one of his favorites, because he can totally feel how small your hand is against his, not to mention you basically live like that. You keep some kind of physical contact at all times, almost always being this specific position. But he has a special place in his heart for when you hold one of his fingers with your entire hand like a baby would. This makes him so fucking soft it’s not even funny. It’s the wholesomeness of it all. Your hand looks so small like that- Ahhh, he loves it.
❥𝙄 = 𝙄𝙢𝙥𝙧𝙚𝙨𝙨𝙞𝙤𝙣 (𝙒𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙬𝙖𝙨 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙞𝙧 𝙛𝙞𝙧𝙨𝙩 𝙞𝙢𝙥𝙧𝙚𝙨𝙨𝙞𝙤𝙣?) Listen, he tried very hard to come up with the best dramatic entrance. He was convinced this was his moment to shine, his big moment. And it was. After all, how could such a beautiful stranger react to a 6′4′‘ man wearing a plague mask who just popped in out of nowhere, late at night, at a shop that isn’t even theirs? He had all the advantage in terms of confidence. He knew you would not kill him. After all, you were a friend of Asra’s and insanely cute for a killer.
You were the one who didn’t know the intentions of the red-haired stranger. Oh, but the internal dialogue he had with himself before that... “Боже мой (Oh my god), they’re gorgeous. Asra you lucky motherf-. Fucking- i-is that the countess?” Yes, that’s the first thing he thought. I get a feeling he was rehearsing his entrance in the dark as you and Nadi talked, not going to lie. And yes, of course he almost lost his shit when you recognized him as “Doctor Jules”. He kept it together for long enough to ask for a tarot reading, as we all know.
❥𝙅 = 𝙅𝙚𝙖𝙡𝙤𝙪𝙨𝙮 (𝘿𝙤 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙮 𝙜𝙚𝙩 𝙟𝙚𝙖𝙡𝙤𝙪𝙨?) Yes, but you know it’s the insecure type of jealousy. Have you gotten tired of him already? Oh, he knew it was just a matter of time before you to found a better person than him. I mean, we all knew, right? Look at him, an unstable mess, fearing of commitment who tried to push you away more than once. They all leave. He’s the problem, isn’t it? And he always recovered, but he wasn’t too sure if he was going to if you left. He’s only good at boring people and making them leave. (A/N:The thought of him thinking this of himself makes me so sad actually-) That’s what is on his head every time he gets jealous like that.
And it’s not like you make him jealous/insecure on purpose. You would never. You’re always trying to make everything crystal clear on your feelings towards other people, and make sure you make it clear he’s your boyfriend to anyone who tries flirting with you in any type of situation. If it does happen, pulling him away to a quiet place and repeating words of assurance with lots of physical touch and ‘I love you’s should do it. Yes, they don’t disappear completely, but with this, you hope that some day he can understand you’d never leave him for anyone else because he’s everything you’ve ever wanted and more </3.
❥𝙆 = 𝙆𝙞𝙨𝙨 (𝙃𝙤𝙬 𝙙𝙤 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙮 𝙠𝙞𝙨𝙨? 𝙒𝙝𝙤 𝙞𝙣𝙞𝙩𝙞𝙖𝙩𝙚𝙙 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙛𝙞𝙧𝙨𝙩 𝙠𝙞𝙨𝙨?) Well, your first kiss was of a mutual approach and I think we an all agree on that. And it was a really sweet first kiss if you ask me, nothing more romantic than kissing in the comfortable silence night brings with it, faint lights coming from inside the cottage, enjoying the other’s presence as you complete the touch you have craved pretty much since you met.
Now.
Julian’s kisses are different every time. And it’s not even intentional. Sometimes he grabs you by the neck (though most times it’s you doing it and that is a known fact), sometimes he literally sweeps you off your feet to reach your lips, other times he’d just wait for you to stand on your tiptoes and duck his head just a little. Oh, and did I mention Eskimo kissing before a brief peck on the lips is your way of saying goodbye? You two are absolutely the type to go from a single kiss to a whole make out sesh wherever you are, too. Not judging at all, it’s completely understandable when your S.O. looks like that.
❥𝙇 = 𝙇𝙤𝙫𝙚 (𝙒𝙝𝙤 𝙨𝙖𝙮𝙨 ‘𝙄 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪’ 𝙛𝙞𝙧𝙨𝙩?) That’s definitely him, but you say it back right away because who wouldn’t? It’s so complicated with him. When he thinks of you, ‘I love you’ doesn’t seem enough and words seem so incredibly limiting, it’s absurd. ‘I love you’ seems common, but it’s the most common and classic way to express his feelings for you. But, and he questions this to himself all the time, when people say ‘I love you’, do they feel like the quickest combustion is to happen if their lover looks at them one more second because oh my god they’re so amazing and they make them oh so happy just by existing? It’s complicated. The moment he said it, he didn’t feel the need for you to say it back, it would’ve been just fine if you didn’t (it wouldn’t, it’d hurt a lot but oh well...), but when you said it he smiled adoringly and placed a gentle kiss in your nose and then your lips. He loves you.
❥𝙈 = 𝙈𝙚𝙢𝙤𝙧𝙮 (𝙒𝙝𝙖𝙩’𝙨 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙞𝙧 𝙛𝙖𝙫𝙤𝙪𝙧𝙞𝙩𝙚 𝙢𝙚𝙢𝙤𝙧𝙮 𝙩𝙤𝙜𝙚𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧?) It happened in open sea terrains. Portia had gone to sleep, and after checking everything was working fine so you could go to bed too, he found you staring into the distance, hands placed on the edge of short walls that separated you from diving into the mysterious waters. You looked so tranquil and joyful at the same time. The moon’s light dimly caressed your side profile, accompanied by the light of the torches you had propped up before. And Julian fell in love all over again (not that he wasn’t before, it just multiplied to a thousand).
He quietly approached you, wrapping his arms around your waist and resting his chin on your head as you turned your head a little to gently peck his arm, being the only place you could reach- waves softly crashing on the boat's walls. “What’s on your mind, darling?” He asked, his voice so low, so low he wasn’t sure if you could hear him. “Us,” you replied, elaborating right after, “And I’ve concluded on something. My time and my love are all I have. They are both eternally yours if you want them, Julian,” you said, turning to face him. He looked down at you and saw the universe, and he couldn't help but let out a soft “Oh, Y/N” before he crashed his lips with yours, almost letting happy tears spill from his eyes.
Bonus!: (At 3.am, they can’t sleep) Julian: Y/n: Julian: Y/N: I’m the majulia- Julian: I WAS NERVOUS OKAY???????
❥𝙉 = 𝙉𝙞𝙘𝙠𝙚𝙡 (𝘿𝙤 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙮 𝙨𝙥𝙤𝙞𝙡? 𝘿𝙤 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙮 𝙗𝙪𝙮 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙥𝙚𝙧𝙨𝙤𝙣 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙮 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙮𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜?) I feel like Julian’s money isn’t something important to him. Yes, it’s necessary, but not important. He doesn’t spend too much on certain things and doesn’t mind paying for something a bit too overpriced every once in a while. If you mention you want something, he’ll try to remember for your birthday or Christmas or Valentine’s day. He’s not the type to go across the world to get it.
That being said, if it’s a once in a lifetime opportunity and you absolutely adore and are sure you “need” it, he’ll buy. Is it a spell book you’ve been looking years for and it’s right there? Go get it, his treat. He’d love to see your sunny smile as you admire whatever you got, and talk passionately about it, saying why it’s so special and him listening attentively to every word you say. And you both know being with each other is more than enough. So yes, he spoils you every once in a while and you’re more than okay with it.
❥𝙊 = 𝙊𝙧𝙖𝙣𝙜𝙚 (𝙒𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙘𝙤𝙡𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙧𝙚𝙢𝙞𝙣𝙙𝙨 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙢 𝙤𝙛 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙞𝙧 𝙤𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧 𝙝𝙖𝙡𝙛?) Shades. Of. Purple. And. Blue. The sheer fabrics wrapped around your waist and most of the spells you cast have those colors! Plus, they look absolutely stunning on you. Sometimes, when he sees something in the market with these colors, he buys it for you. These include rings, crystals, empty jars and bottles, and such.
❥𝙋 = 𝙋𝙚𝙩 𝙣𝙖𝙢𝙚𝙨 (𝙒𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙥𝙚𝙩 𝙣𝙖𝙢𝙚𝙨 𝙙𝙤 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙮 𝙪𝙨𝙚?) He practically changes them every day, and listen, the man knows 7 languages, so expect many of them to be in various dialects. His favourites include; “солнышко” which means ‘baby sun’, “ojitos” which means ‘pretty eyes/eyes’, doll, and “hase” which means ‘bunny’. Luckily, you know the definitions to all of them, and every time he comes up with a new one, you ask and he happily translates.
❥𝙌 = 𝙌𝙪𝙖𝙞𝙣𝙩 (𝙒𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙞𝙨 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙞𝙧 𝙛𝙖𝙫𝙤𝙪𝙧𝙞𝙩𝙚 𝙣𝙤𝙣-𝙢𝙤𝙙𝙚𝙧𝙣 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜?) I’m pointing out these with the standards of ‘non-modern’ of today. He absolutely adores writing you spontaneous love letters. And you don’t need to be away from each other for him to do so. He will leave them in the shop when you’re looking the other way or tell Asra to give them to you, or maybe if he had to go run some errands early in the morning he’ll leave the one he wrote the night before right in your bedside table. Things like that. They’d be cheesier the more you read, and you’re completely fine with that.
❥𝙍 = 𝙍𝙖𝙞𝙣𝙮 𝘿𝙖𝙮 (𝙒𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙙𝙤 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙮 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚 𝙩𝙤 𝙙𝙤 𝙤𝙣 𝙖 𝙧𝙖𝙞𝙣𝙮 𝙙𝙖𝙮?) He used to hate rainy days because they made everything visibly gloomier and darker, but you learned how to appreciate them together. Most of the times, you’ll close both the clinic and the store and just spend time together in your home. He loves reading with you (one or separate books, he really doesn’t care), checking up on some work he can do there, dancing to some music together, sharing tea while chatting and if you’re up for it, going for a walk to the Ash beach while it’s still raining because the sea looks incredibly pretty when raindrops fall on it.
❥ 𝙎 = 𝙎𝙖𝙙 (𝙃𝙤𝙬 𝙙𝙤 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙮 𝙘𝙝𝙚𝙚𝙧 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙢𝙨𝙚𝙡𝙫𝙚𝙨/𝙤𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙨 𝙪𝙥?) Julian is usually sad when he’s feeling stuck, overthinking, or guilty about things that aren’t his fault at all. And that’s quite often. I have to admit you being with him has changed him for the better and he improves every day. You’re super extremely proud of him. He, too, tries his best to keep you happy, and when you’re not, he’ll try his best to make you feel better; even if that means staying away from you for a while. Yes, he despises it, but he knows it’s what you need and want, so it’s okay. However, if you do like being with him and talking about the thing that got you sad, you both would go for a walk far from the loud places in town and won’t be back home until he’s made sure you’re better.
❥ 𝙏 = 𝙏𝙖𝙡𝙠𝙞𝙣𝙜 (𝙒𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙙𝙤 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙮 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚 𝙩𝙤 𝙩𝙖𝙡𝙠 𝙖𝙗𝙤𝙪𝙩 Your future and the present are topics that are really consistent in your day-to-day life. He’s a very spontaneous person, so your conversation topics are rarely the same. Those two are the ones you talk about the most. You’re just so fucking excited about life with each other. He loves you dearly and knowing how exceptional one day was, at night, he can’t wait for tomorrow to see what amazing things faith has in store for you. And he makes sure you know it. So you can talk for hours about how great your day was and how your life is going to be if everything goes right. It can cause some future nostalgia on him, but he’s sure everything will be alright as long as you’re by his side.
❥𝙐 = 𝙐𝙣𝙚𝙣𝙘𝙪𝙢𝙗𝙚𝙧𝙚𝙙 (𝙒𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙝𝙚𝙡𝙥𝙨 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙢 𝙧𝙚𝙡𝙖𝙭?) You playing with his hair. You can’t change my mind on this one. He adores physical touch, and soft tingles on his scalp or along his back and neck really help him relax after a long day at the clinic. Just laying there quietly as the only thing he can hear is your heartbeat and you stroking his red locks while reading. Then maybe bathing together and enjoying each other’s presence in bed while talking about your day. Routine calms him. And when in stressful situations that need resolution at the moment, you pulling him down by the collar of his shirt and telling him to breathe before he freaks out more helps a lot.
❥𝙑 = 𝙑𝙖𝙪𝙣𝙩 (𝙒𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙙𝙤 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙮 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚 𝙩𝙤 𝙨𝙝𝙤𝙬 𝙤𝙛𝙛? 𝙒𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙮 𝙥𝙧𝙤𝙪𝙙 𝙤𝙛?) He’s very proud of what you’ve both built together. Being established and having a routine was never part of Julian’s life before the whole fighting-the-devil-and-saving-the-world-with-the-love-of-my-life thing, so, having a life with you is one of the things he loves the most, whether it’s out in the sea or safe on land. He could’ve never wished for someone as great as you, and to have a home for yourselves that will contain many more wonderful memories than the ones you already have is everything he ever needed. The sole thought of your home(s) makes his heart feel content and full of passion.
❥𝙒 = 𝙒𝙚𝙙𝙙𝙞𝙣𝙜 (𝙒𝙝𝙚𝙣, 𝙝𝙤𝙬, 𝙬𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙚 𝙙𝙤 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙮 𝙥𝙧𝙤𝙥𝙤𝙨𝙚?) He talked to Portia about it before doing it. He was so incredibly nervous it’s not even funny. His mind kept telling him you loved him, but not as much as to marry him and committing to forever being by his side. Who would? Portia knew you both were crazily in love with each other and had absolutely no problem into talking some sense into his brother’s thick head. Everyone knew you’d say yes in a heartbeat and would’ve married him the moment you came back from hell if it was up to you.
You noticed he was acting different for a while before the proposal, but you didn’t think much of it after asking if everything was okay and he answered “Of course darling” and left a kiss on your cheek before walking off to god knows where. He spent a whole two weeks in buying the ring, choosing the place he’d propose in and asking for advice from Nadi, Asra, and his sister.
After everything was settled, the action started. “Doll, would you mind closing the shop a bit earlier today?” He asked, hiding a bouquet in his hands behind his back before you said yes to the “improvised” date he was about to ask you in. “What for?” you asked, wrapping your arms around his waist and resting your chin on his chest as you looked up at his face. "A date,” he smirked, giving you the flowers. “I’m flattered doctor,” you giggled, accepting them and taking a quick smell, noticing it was composed by Wolfsbane and your favorite flowers “Let me finish rearranging those herbs, shouldn’t take over five minutes” you smiled, holding the flowers carefully and walking towards the shelves.
After you were done, you walked through the city holding hands. You spent your day doing things you both loved doing together; scanning the products on the market and taking a few bites of whatever samples the merchants offered, making stories out of strangers you saw in the town’s square, a few drinks and dancing in The Rowdy Raven, and ending it all by swimming in the tempered Vesuvian sea while holding each other with all the care in the world and no worried on your mind.
You rested your head on his naked chest as he held you tightly enough for you not to float away from him, his feet being the only ones touching the sand beneath you. After talking the whole day, comfortable silence broken only by the few birds flying over your heads and the soft splashing of salty water into your skin. “Y-Y/N?” he asked, almost like he was sure you weren’t there with him and couldn’t hear him, even when everything was quiet. “Hm?” You answered without taking your eyes off the water.
“I love you, you know? I love your sweetness and the light that fills my heart when you smile. You are enough to drive a saint to madness or a king to his knees, and you’ve made me the happiest man alive since I’ve known you“ he smiled fondly, looking down at you. At the moment, you thought little of it, since Julian loved to say these types of things when you both had a great time and he felt like saying it. It wasn’t unusual for him to express how much you meant to him. “I lov-” “Marry me, Y/N” he sighed, your eyes meeting his in shock. You could tell he was nervous, but the determination and devotion in his eyes was bigger than any negative feeling.
“W-what?” you asked, thinking you must’ve misheard him or that this was all a dream. “Marry me” he repeated, thinking you did hear him but you didn’t want to marry him for a second. “Are you joking!? Of course I will” you nodded, pulling him by the back of his head into a salty kiss; both from the happy tears you were both producing and the water. You hated your lungs for needing oxygen the moment you parted, but thanked them right away when you saw Julian’s smile “I-if we swim back to the shore I can give you the ring. I was planning on proposing in the docks, but t-the moment felt right, you see,” he giggled, stroking your cheek with his thumb gently, “Let’s go darling” you said, swimming back to land, him by your side as it was supposed to be from now on, not that it wasn’t that way before it ♡
❥𝙓 = 𝙓𝙮𝙡𝙤𝙥𝙝𝙤𝙣𝙚 (𝙒𝙝𝙖𝙩’𝙨 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙞𝙧 𝙨𝙤𝙣𝙜?)
Curses by The Crane Wives “Won’t you stay with me, my darling? When this house don’t feel like home?”
Soñé by Zoé “Tengo ganas de ser aire, y me respires para siempre, pues no tengo nada qué perder” ( I’d love to turn into air, just so you can breathe me forever ‘cause I have nothing to lose”)
❥𝙔 = 𝙔𝙚𝙨 (𝘿𝙤 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙮 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙠 𝙤𝙛 𝙜𝙚𝙩𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙢𝙖𝙧𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙙/𝙥𝙧𝙤𝙥𝙤𝙨𝙞𝙣𝙜?) Yes! As mentioned earlier, the highest form of commitment in society’s eyes he knew was marriage, but he was super scared you’d say no. Of course he wanted to tie the knot with the love of his life... but what if she didn’t? It was a battle in his head every time something or someone reminded him of weddings, so, as mentioned earlier, Portia was the only thing he needed to actually do it. Again, not because he didn’t want to, but because he was scared, you’d say no even if you have never given him any signs you would. Because you wouldn’t.
❥𝙕 = 𝙕𝙚𝙗𝙧𝙖 (𝙄𝙛 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙮 𝙬𝙖𝙣𝙩𝙚𝙙 𝙖 𝙥𝙚𝙩, 𝙬𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙬𝙤𝙪𝙡𝙙 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙮 𝙜𝙚𝙩?) Well, you both already have Malak, and Faustus visits quite often when Asra’s too busy or she misses you, but to be honest, you both don’t exactly consider them as pets, they’re more of friends and part of the family to you. But for now, you both haven’t thought of it. If you were, I feel like you’d get a hedgehog. And you’d name him Steve. Steve would be your child. You love Steve.
*✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:
Oh my god I loved doing this so fucking much sbhdshbsdh. ALSO, if there’s anyone reading this and interested/comfortable in being The Arcana mutuals with a bitch like me, dm me bc I promise it’ll be fun. It’s actually really concerning how much I love Doctor Julian Devorak. I’d love to hug him. I hope you all liked this, and, friendly reminder; NO ONE IS ALLOWED TO COPY/TRANSLATE WITHOUT CREDITS AND CONSULTING ME FIRST! Thank you all for the support, lots of love <33
