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thinking of the time when i was having a week long depressive slump and was very near doing something stupid and an online friend decided to tell me 'hey i have a crush on you' to make me feel better. and i don't think they even did i think they just said it to people please.

#chirping #ok to interact with. i dont care #didnt take it back exactly just never brought it up again #that stuff doesn't happen to me #it's a joke! it's a joke because who could ever care about me #who would even bother #last week someone did they “hey he has a crush on you” joke #it's funny!!! it's so funny it's funny because im awful and should die #i should go find somewhere quiet and crawl in and never come out like a sick dog #im repulsive

dude self love when you’re overweight is such a struggle because it’s like yes I agree that being fat isn’t a bad thing, yes I agree that many of my fat friends are attractive not “despite” their fat but because of their fat, yes I agree that being fat isn’t a moral failure, yes I agree that being fat isn’t shameful

but also if I look at myself in a mirror or in a photo I immediately tear myself down because of my weight, I immediately think I’m inherently uglier now that I’ve gained weight. it sucks because I don’t feel that way toward my fat friends, but when I look at my (fat) body I feel disgust and embarrassment.