it’s getting bad again

RJ // he/him // 22 // trauma/mental illness side blog

[lilbunnypaws]

hi! reminder that i'm happy you're alive and here and survived everything you've endured. look around- you made it. you may have some bumps and scrapes and none of us are perfect, but you are so resilient and powerful in all your efforts. thank you for surviving. i love you!

[sharkpositive-moved-deactivated]

The truth is, sometimes you will hurt people. Sometimes, you will hurt people, and then life will move on, and you won’t have any way to apologize, or make up for it. But, your past mistakes do not define who you are now. You are allowed to move on without guilt haunting you over things you might have done years ago. You are allowed to come to terms with the things you did that were wrong, to change, and to grow from those experiences; you will never be stuck in one spot if you will yourself to own up to it, pull yourself up, and start again.

[thotsfortherapy]

it's okay to mourn the person you could have been. it's okay to be angry or resentful at that lost potential. it's okay to be sad about it too. but i want you to know that there are so many parts of you, the you that exists right now, that are beautiful and lovely and meaningful. just because your past is lost doesn't mean your future has to be too.

[you-deserve-to-love-yourself]

Some people won’t understand your trauma, and they won’t understand your recovery.  But know this: You deserve to heal. You deserve to grow, to live, to survive. You deserve to be who you are.

[vampireapologist-archive-deacti]

Being a good person is a choice. Don’t let people fool you into believing that truly good people never have bad thoughts, are never tempted by the easier path, by the low road, never mess up or act out selfishly. Never believe a person can be good without making a conscious effort.

Every single time you do something good, you’ve made a decision to make the world a little brighter.

Goodness is not an inherent trait, it is a choice. Keep making it! I see you, I’m proud of you, and I’m rooting for you!

[anshelinasholie]

how can someone (me) be so beautiful (me) but also so underrated (me)

[snootbag-deactivated20201213]

[bpdjournal]

[paranoidbpdmess]

anyway i changed my phone homescreen again and it looks great, i’m so proud of it

[paranoidbpdmess]

speaking of rona, i lost my job due to it, and haven’t been able to find another, and i was supposed to be going to uni this year but i’m so glad i deferred for a year, i don’t know what i’d do if i had to be stuck in my dorm, worrying about my dad

instead i’m at home worrying about my dad, but at least i’m with him

[paranoidbpdmess]

he’s going away for a week and so i won’t see him for at least three weeks, as he’ll have to quarantine for 2 weeks when he gets back

i’m going to miss him so fucking much, miss rona can you fuck off please

i just hope the wifi is good

[rosyish]

I deserve a dark haired lover with soft eyes and a heart full of love

[careebearrstaree]

There are two wolves inside you. One knows you are human garbage. One knows you are a god. You have borderline personality disorder.

[paranoidbpdmess]

i found someone who is good for me but i’m probably gonna end up fucking it up like i always do

[wholesome-suggestion]

after everything you have been through, i hope you know that you deserve the stars. i hope you know that people love you and that you are worthy of that love.

[paranoidbpdmess]

Sounds fake but okay

[queendirectory-blog-deactivated]

one of the most annoying things about me is that i constantly need to be reassured that you haven’t started hating me for some reason