#im seriously shit

[winecrime]

all I've done this break is sleep, ignore my boyfriend, listen to no doubt and eat chips lmaoooo

[candydragonguts]

here i am sitting alone in my apartment

crying

having to face the facts about how fucking shitty and horrible i am

my sister hates me

thats all there is to it

she fucking hates me

but i guess thats fine

she thinks i dont care about my family as much as my friends

well i've admitted that i do feel like that

because i've always had some kind of level of disconnect with my family. at least to the point where they're more connected in different ways than i am with anyone

but i guess thats my fault

everything is my fault

its my fault i dont know how to do anything

its my fault that im spoiled

its my fault that im selfish

its my fault that im a horrible person to be related to

i guess i'll just keep crying and feeling sorry for myself

welcome back to college eryn