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Guys the fanart of Joel this season is making him look a bit un-stable *Laughs manically*

#Get it? un-STABLE HAHHAAH #joel smallishbeans #hermitcraft #I'm so proud of that stupid horse pun man #Im so broken #hermitcraft memes

im sobbing my eyes out because im thinking that his last thoughts might’ve just been him thinking of how his student would use his body as a tool to defeat sukuna instead of any thoughts of how everyone appreciated him and loved him for being the strongest and that he’d finally be able to rest from the need to protect instead of being protected

#im actually sobbing as i type this rn #im so broken #jjk spoilers #˗ˏˋ ★ from lunnie .ᐟ

This is NOT okay. I just watched the haunting of Bly Manor for the first time and HOLY SHIT I WAS NOT EXPECTING THAT LAST EPISODE TO GET ME THAT BAD. I wasn't even that attached to the characters and I KNEW what was gonna happen already but I just had the mental breakdown of my life throughout that entire episodes. FIVE YEARS. FIVE YEARS AND SHE LEFT BECAUSE SHE DIDNT WANT TO HURT THE LOVE OF HER LIFE. SHE WENT AND SHE DIED AND THEN SHE TOLD HER STORY TO THE PEOPLE WHO FORGOT YEARS LATER. SHE KEPT THE DOOR OPEN AND CHECKED EVERY NIGHT IF SHE WOULD COME FOR HER TOO. WHAT DID THEY PUT IN THAT EPISODE???? WHAT THE HELL??? I literally have not cried like that to anything else in my life. No episode of Yellowjackets put me in a state like that. AND BLY MANOR PROBABLY ISNT EVEN IN MY TOP 10 FAV SHOWS EITHER. I am not okay

#im so broken #i bawled the whole episode i swear #they shouldve been happy together forever #they deserved it #oh man #im stable #😭😭😭😭😭#help #the haunting of bly manor #dani clayton #jamie

Boring post ahead but wanted to type out my thoughts:

Being my specific brand of ace is so horrendously frustrating. I'm sex repulsed when it comes to being physically with another person, but I unfortunately have a sex drive/libido that makes me feel hypersexual. I've never gone further than kissing with my own wife, but I love reading and writing smut. I rp and write fics and just generally chat it up with people with smut and its great, but god don't think of touching me. Could it be the trauma (not that bad of trauma) that's made me like this? She's so patient with me and it's so nice but I just feel like I'm the worst wife in the world because she isn't ace. She's allo. And I'm just boring and stupid (all sex repulsed ace are valid and smart, it's just me that's stupid). Why am I so broken? Why can't I just be normal?

#feelings #idk its weighing on me heavy these days #i just wish i could be what she deserves #instead im just this #asexual #aegosexual #im so broken #i wish i was normal