#im. insane

[gimme-that-felix-content]

[lizardbrainlabs]

was away for my tablet for like 4 days straight and went bonkers yonkers the second i had it in my hands again

[moonlit-dreamers]

going insane over solar/eclipse give me a Fucking Minute

theyre so petty. incredibly petty. they insult each other and tell the other to fuck off but they never mean it. they say that theyre pushing their luck, that if they dont stop theyll do something about it, and yet they never actually try to hurt each other

they can absolutely hurt the other. neither of them r strangers to violence and killing. but they wont bc they just care too much. they give too much of a shit about each other that they just wont do it

they refuse to acknowledge their own feelings. so wut if they kiss or cuddle? its just a one time thing. even tho it keeps happening over and over and over again. so wut if they look each other in the eyes with pure affection and adoration? theres nothing going on. they dont care. theyd let the other be pushed off a cliff and not even flinch. (they would flinch. they would do anything to save them.)

and if either confessed to the other theyd just run. bc its terrifying to acknowledge acknowledge ur emotions. actually say it aloud and make it real. not just some fleeting moments, the occasional touches and affection that holds nothing behind it, (it holds everything. everything is being said all at once every time they just brush against each other) its now real. its honest and its bare in the open. an open wound, a weakness being shown and now suddenly theyre both weak. theyre both vulnerable. and theyre both scared.

but eventually they accept it. they accept how they feel and touch back down with reality bc honestly staying up in the clouds and pretending it all means nothing hurts more than the vulnerability that comes with admitting that they care.

[dossei-dossei]

Ayakaze Sakina photobook 'BLOOM'

[deadmegumi]

Also this lebanon rewrite is killing me for john mary dean reasons like. John only ever knew dean as a good hunter and a killer (cause he ignored how dean raised sam and took credit for it), and now he comes back and dean is a father and a homemaker who cooks for his family. And he only ever knew mary as the opposite, as a housewife, never saw the real her under the suburban mask. and now he's coming back from the dead and learning his obedient soldier son is a father and his innocent saintly wife is a killer

[blakescoven]

sorry for my absence im still thinking about cody fern’s hand on my arm

[americachavez]

like. it’s been a DECADE and I’m still genuinely baffled as to why they made dean promise cas wouldn’t die a virgin and then failed to allow cas to fuck a woman and then had a time skip before dean and cas face off against raphael and thought they were both going to die. there was no need to bring up cas’ sex life what was the point of that what was the POINT I—

[carcinized]

looking at statistics. i listen to more music than 98% of people in the united states and theres a lot of people in the united states. i am in the top 0.005% of surfaces listeners in all countries this year. there is a real chance i am the number one spotify surfaces fan this year you guys