At 0:57, I started bursting into tears.
"My life isn't completed. It is missing you." This part of the lyrics has been repeated day by day. It is. It is like that, for me. "I spent a day missing you. I spent a year missing you."
Every single word in the song got me tremble... Every word, is so familiar. It is exactly like... like you were wandering inside my head, and picking up every single missing piece.
Sweety, why am I crying so hard? The empty whole inside is actually filled with worries and anxieties, and Im Hyun Sik, you won. You did it, using your magical notes to break me down, using your words, which is sharper than a knife, to scratch beautiful scars on my heart...
I don't know who "that person" is, I won't never know. But to me, that person is no one else, but you. Every day, I open my eyes to stop dreaming about you. Every day, I plug in my headphones, listening to your songs, to feel it, feel the warmth melts in my heart. I seek out to the warmth that you bring from your voice, not the fact that you are next to me. Every day, I try to find my way to escape from my madness for you. Im Hyun Sik, why did you so this for me?!?
Another day, another song. Another day, another reason for me to love you more.
I have never been in a relationship, but you make everything harder for me. I know that I love you. Not just adoring you, I know, I love you. You know how hard it is to say "love" to someone. These words are just words, typed up. But it's way harder than you thought. Every time I type, I listen to your voice. It is like a double torture.
Your voice, the melody, your words, and my nerves, they match together perfectly like a symphony. Your music is drug, and I'm intoxicated.
"I just live like this, keep missing you and missing you."
And I never say this, but I'm truly madly deeply in love with you, Im Hyun Sik. I wish I could do more for you, but all I could is just stay in bed and listen to the new album, and cry like a baby.
Thank you, Im Composer. Thank you, BTOB. I am soooo proud of you. You guys are the best, you should know that!
"My life isn't completed if it's missing BTOB." •
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