"I just want you to know you helped me through a lot and I'm forever grateful for you. I miss you now and I'll miss you later. I fucked up, as I usually do but that shouldn't be a surprise to either of us. Ive tried to be better and learn how to love and be loved but it has turned out to be harder than it sounds. I'm a runner and you know that probably better than anyone else and i'm sorry for that. I'm working on it, I really am. But as for now I'm just trying to be okay so that's my goal for tomorrow and the next day. And I know that's kind of all you ever wanted, was for me to be okay and for you to be apart of that. You had to and I had to learn that you can't fix someone and someone can't fix me. So maybe when I figure this life thing out we'll be able to make it. Until then, just know you were more than a page in my story." -itsemwest 05/30/17