#imlosingmymind

[dragonwantzskullzz]

woahh woaaahhh hey guyz heyllo gay nation hey hguys. skjibidi toielt. baby gornk. wow. this awwesome pest. Heh thanks. Wow. Sbkdsii ttreiurteo

[mauricewritez]

The Pitt (S1E11)

something about this scene makes me emotional. i love how even if they were exes, they still have this bond that not everyone has. heather collins is such a dynamic character in this scene how she was vulnerable infront of robby even if they "hate" their guts in the field. and i also like that robby realized what she was saying, noah wyle you are such a GREAT actor. also, as viewers even if we didnt get to see glimpses of their past relationship, we are still able to understand what was happening in that scene. god i love the pitt.

[strawberryfairyflower]

People who I TRUST FOR SURE don’t want me dead:

Micki

Ellie

Buggy

Neri

Rift

Chia

Both Stars

Long list😋

[kabaeebaee]

So….I needed a place to spiral aesthetically.

Hi, i’m Kabaeebaee ☽

Scorpio sun ☉ |Capricorn moon ☽ | libra rising ✦

i’ve been studying astrology for about four and a half years now — deep-diving into charts, asteroids, weird transits, and all the cosmic chaos in between. nothing makes me happier than meeting someone new and instantly asking for their birth time (iykyk lol).

this page is my little astro playground — it’s all fun astrology over here, but sometimes it gets serious too. please don’t take it too personal… unless it hits a little too hard ( it might :)

yes, you can reblog my posts, but if you’re doing something similar or inspired by my content, please give credit where it’s due ♡

my dms are always open — any questions, comments, concerns, or even trauma dumping are welcome lol.

YES , i made a tumblr instead of texting back ( probably because I actually don’t like you but just vibe ;) - Kabaeebaee 🌀

[nightingaleinamethyst]

83 PITY AND A DREAM

HES HOME ASKDADADKASD

[jomindraws]

New decoration I drew for outside the dorm. Title: Olivia and the Courier need swiss cheese. Medium: expo marker on whiteboard.

[soshikix]

Idk

[matildeey]

ill teenage girl

For the past two years I´ve been feeling extremly tired and fatigued and overall in pain, but for some reason i tought it was normal and everyone felt that way so i never told anyone how awfull i always felt. But recently that feeling had became worser and impated my life in all possible ways. At this moment I can´t do anything without being in constante pain, tiredness and stress, so i decided to finally tell my mom because i became aware that the way i felt and the way i was living my life was everything but healthy and normal. I gave her a list with all of the symptoms i had and suprisingly she showed concern, wich was weird because i was sure i was just being dramatic, I also told her that I´ve did some digging and my symptoms match POTS symptoms peerfectly. Looking trought all the books, websites and videos felt like I was playing bing, every new symptom it said it was also something I felt on a daily basis.

My mom booked a lot of appointments, and consoults, and exams, and a buch of other stuff so I can be diagnosed. I already know I have tachycardia and hypermobility wich sucks to live with but feels so good to know about it and be able to do something, the problem is that those two dieseses don´t explain everything I feel so we´re still searching.

Tomorow i have an orthopedic consoult and I´m so nervous. I always get nervous with doctors because i forget what I wanted to say so I seem like some annoying little kid who only wanted to ditch school and the doctors start talking in a way like they know what I feel better than me and that I actualy don´t feel pain and it´s all in my head, and as a sensitive and easily maniputated person that makes me think they could be right and I´m only doing all of this to get attention after all they´r professionals and know what they are doing so who am I do question? But then I think why would i fake feeling like shit 24/7, not being able to hang out with my friends, struggling to do the most basic things, getting bad results at school because I cant focus, feeling nausea the entire time and wayyy more things????

WHY WOULD I BE FAKING THIS????????????????

Tomorow I´m going to a doctor I´ve never been before so I´ll be praying he´s able to do his job and help me feel a little bit better.