Once again I smell a different perfume
I smell you on her and her on you
deep down I always knew
desperately not wanting it to be true
unable to process anymore shades of blue
overtime this insanity grew
persistently, continuing to accrue
ignoring all logical clues
giving away my power in lieu
of efforts to hold onto you
when I was ready to attain something new
arose the intrinsic value
and undeniable nature of the truth
now I feel deep gratitude
for the unending strength I possess to pull through
unlike anything else I’ve ever felt
I’m finally learning to trust in myself
above all and anyone else
let this peace
wash all over me
to set me free
to become who I want to be
















