My suicidal gestures
Are they just that?
Swallowing candy pills
Swinging from a rope of ribbon
Do I really want to die?
My thoughts say yes
Yet my heart says no
The cycle must end
At some point

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My suicidal gestures
Are they just that?
Swallowing candy pills
Swinging from a rope of ribbon
Do I really want to die?
My thoughts say yes
Yet my heart says no
The cycle must end
At some point
Once again I smell a different perfume
I smell you on her and her on you
deep down I always knew
desperately not wanting it to be true
unable to process anymore shades of blue
overtime this insanity grew
persistently, continuing to accrue
ignoring all logical clues
giving away my power in lieu
of efforts to hold onto you
when I was ready to attain something new
arose the intrinsic value
and undeniable nature of the truth
now I feel deep gratitude
for the unending strength I possess to pull through
unlike anything else I’ve ever felt
I’m finally learning to trust in myself
above all and anyone else
let this peace
wash all over me
to set me free
to become who I want to be
dangerously beautiful, they called him..
he dressed her in his finest light, bringing out the blue in her eyes.
although the fire remained, she couldn’t help but see it was merely a disguise.
he loved her dearly, if love was set for a certain time,
because when his hours ended, his light would resign.
she would be foolish to think her story ended here,
for when his light vanished, her own would appear.
a dress of the cosmos with a milky way smear,
behold the stellar scribbles of a celestial engineer.
— Celestial Engineer | cosupreme
if you wanted to talk to me, you would have...
10 for the breathless
my heart is full of / re-wrapped gifts for new lovers / and second chances
haiku 353/365
Bite my tongue off with a smile, I'm a people pleaser. //
Yet the sky cracks through and my mind cracks with it, sunlight seeps through the world's ceiling and I am falling.
Public smiles and hidden troubles //
We must learn to speak again
Filth#107
I can't undo this seatbelt fast enough to escape the oncoming car crash that is falling in love with you.
He has a giant wall around him
This wall is the biggest one I've ever seen on a person
And I wanted to see what was on that other side
Every time I'd talk to him it was like I was breaking down pieces off that wall
I began to see cracks and eventually tiny holes that seemed as if light shined through
But suddenly
Abruptly
The cracks and holes stopped appearing
And the ones that were on there were quickly repaired
Now I look at his wall from afar
Admiring the paintings and cracks left by other people
Who were just as curious to know the mysterious person behind it.