The Epic of Ashe Phoenyx

♥ Writing and sharing helps me deal with life. Thank you for lending me your time - it is precious to me and so are you! ♥ Ig: #ashephoenyx

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[ashephoenyx]

Once again I smell a different perfume

I smell you on her and her on you

deep down I always knew

desperately not wanting it to be true

unable to process anymore shades of blue

overtime this insanity grew

persistently, continuing to accrue

ignoring all logical clues

giving away my power in lieu

of efforts to hold onto you

when I was ready to attain something new

arose the intrinsic value

and undeniable nature of the truth

now I feel deep gratitude

for the unending strength I possess to pull through

unlike anything else I’ve ever felt

I’m finally learning to trust in myself

above all and anyone else

let this peace

wash all over me

to set me free

to become who I want to be

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I don’t know how to live with this paralyzing woe

utterly disillusioned, I now see my true foe

frozen in terror as this predator nears his doe

insidiously he comes, dealing assiduous blows

clinging ever tightly to his target, never letting go. 

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Countless labels reveal what I’ve been through

Yet not a single one can expel this rue.

Why are you still fastened to me like glue? 

From my heart, eradicate this seething, dark hue. 

I no longer wish to take on this point of view. 

I yearn to let go and be without you. 

I patiently wait for the fall of morning dew, 

and slowly release this anguish to make room for something new. 

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❁ Immortal Flower ❁

Abandoned on this desolate tower

I realize this may be my darkest hour.

Every piece of my soul has been devoured,

but I will not allow my life to sour.

I will stand tall, I will not cower.

I've come to reclaim all of my power

So that I may bloom - the immortal flower.

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Glassmine Blue Ridge Parkway (at Glassmine Mountain) https://www.instagram.com/p/B3gUCCnFq4I/?igshid=1x6tpccpe07wp

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•~• Connections •~•

Opening my heart and mind,

I disintegrate these walls

throughout all of space and time

seeking true connections.

–♥– Anira Fae –♥–

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Reprogram Me

Reprogramming.

Reprogramming.

Reprogram me.

They will give you purpose

if you don’t choose it on your own.

They live to give you purpose,

purpose to serve them alone.

This is the ultimate theft

for they are stealing the most precious gift of all

 - your life - our life

cheating the world of your potential - your authentic self. 

Do you want to play their game?

Or will you choose to play your own?

–♥– Anira Fae –♥–

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My favorite part of this shoot was the diversity of the group. It was heart-warming to see people having so much fun together - just enjoying the beach and the weather. Here’s to more times like these ☺♥☺♥

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. Break Free .

Why does it feel

like we’ve been here before?

Through the spiral

we circle and cycle.

Maybe we’ll get it right

this time around . . 

and   break   free. 

–♥– Anira Fae –♥–

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Synchronicity

What does it mean 

to be human? 

To be ... alive? 

to breath, to move, to think, and create . . . 

What does it mean 

. . to be ? . . 

Different energies 

and frequencies

vibrating in perfect

synchronicity 

and harmony. 

–♥– Anira Fae –♥–

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~ ~ ~ Flowing ~ ~ ~

Where are we going?

We’re ebbing and flowing.

Through lies we are mowing.

With love we are towing.

Down, we’re not bowing.

To ourselves, we are owing

what we’re reaping, we’re sowing.

The truth is now showing

that we are all growing

and becoming all-knowing.

From now on we’re vowing

that forever we’re glowing!

–♥– Anira Fae –♥–

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Freestyle Friday

Calling out some of my favorite singers, rappers, prosers, and poets. Take a pause for the cause, some time for a rhyme. Rage on the page and utter a calm flow, because here we go.

switch my memory from semi to straight automatic

legacy of a fallen kingdom, no doubt it’s tragic

obedience, old as defiance

evil empire, rebel alliance

cooperative, but I’m non-compliant

just a lowly demigod been clashin’ with them titans

the lonely cowboy, show you that true grit

measure my life in bullet wounds and fuckin’ throats slit

bash your armor, leave your helmet split

slide the misericord under your armpit

no turning back now, struggle to exist

when I lose a piece of my soul with every rhyme I spit

gettin’ laughed at, still locked down and alone

crack a smile and I’ll break your fuckin’ funny bone

because people been rhymin’ since the dawn of time and

I’m just tryin’ to stay high without buyin’

every day of life

one day closer to dyin’

so clack your bottles to the sounds of peace

cause tomorrow night the war comes to the streets

don’t play the game, aim to conquer it

plant a flag upon that sweet sweet continent

Keep reading

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… Choices … 

When I’m at my lowest

or when I’m alone

this is when

my true character is shown.  

Always two options

I have to own -  

positively

be the light that grows us tall,

or negatively

act as darkness, consuming all.

Be a virus

or be a goddess

we all have a choice

in this process.

Through thoughts,

we make choices.

Through choices,

we create habits.

Through habits,

we create character.

Through character

we create a destiny.  

Through our destiny  

we create a legacy.

Who will you choose to create

and to be?

–♥– Anira Fae –♥–

Happy Friday 13th Everyone!!

@fidicenzo == freestyle fridays ☺♥

[ashephoenyx]

~ ~ ~ Flowing ~ ~ ~

Where are we going? 

We're ebbing and flowing.

Through lies we are mowing.

With love we are towing. 

Down, we're not bowing. 

To ourselves, we are owing

what we're reaping, we're sowing.

The truth is now showing

that we are all growing

and becoming all-knowing.

From now on we're vowing

that forever we're glowing!

–♥– Anira Fae –♥–

Apparently I’m feeling extra poetic today >.>  Just making up for days I missed I suppose  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

@fdicenzo  Freestyle Fridays!

[ashephoenyx]

. . . Choices . . .

When I'm at my lowest

or when I'm alone

this is when 

my true character is shown.  

Always two options

I have to own -  

positively 

be the light that grows us tall,

or negatively 

act as darkness, consuming all. 

Be a virus 

or be a goddess

we all have a choice

in this process. 

Through thoughts, 

we make choices. 

Through choices, 

we create habits. 

Through habits, 

we create character. 

Through character

we create a destiny.  

Through our destiny  

we create a legacy. 

Who will you choose to create 

and to be?

–♥– Anira Fae –♥–

Happy Friday 13th Everyone!!

@fidicenzo == freestyle fridays ☺♥