What's with today, today? I feel like I've been living a series of bad days that have turned into weeks because of circumstances in my life that presently are beyond my control. Don't get me wrong, compared to others, my life is amazing and I have little to complain about and *SO MUCH* to be thankful for. Too often 8n this life, I've taken on the role of the caregiver and while I believed I was helping, I'm now one of the sources of blame. Quite frankly, I'm over it. As a grown adult I have no one to blame for my choices but myself. I can't go and blame my parents, an ex, or anyone else for these choices because I'm the one who chose to either go left or go right, however when dealing with narcissism caused by addiction you can get emotionally sabotaged for hours talking in circles completely avoiding the subject. Deflection and blame is the name of that game and we have all been there. Why do you think that is? Is it due to a form of trans generational trauma that has negatively impacted out DNA? Social Darwinism trying to separate the wheat from the tares? What is it? Until it is acknowledged and let go we cannot move forward. #soapboxrant #Imrubberyourglue #notmycircusnotmymonkeys🙈🙉🙊 https://www.instagram.com/p/BwX6vNXBaUcsIEFVsSgGI3VdvcA4q_KFqbK-JM0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=4x1gdrasleg1
