I hate myself for loving you...
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I hate myself for loving you...
He left me with a broken heart, mind and spirit. And I’ll cry for days thinking my name doesn’t even run through his mind anymore
Hey guess what...watching it a second time didn't make it any easier. #imsobroken #smilingthroughthepain #infinitywar #avengers #isit2019yet
Just uploading something so I can pretend I'm totally fine when I am completely not. #life #fuck #imsobroken 💔💔💔
I’m one of those people who thinks about suicide but has no motivation to do it
So I’m not suicidal right?
I’m the kind of person who thinks about hurting myself and very rarely gets the motivation to do it
So I’m not a danger to myself right?
I’m the kind of person who thinks about stop completing my responsibilities but doesn’t break the habits of doing them
So I’m perfectly okay right?
I’m the kind of person who doesn’t think about the dangers of my actions and just crosses the road when I come to it and don’t take precautions
So I’m just chill or brave, right?
I wish you understood how much I love you.
I love you more than anything. I really do. I would do anything for you. I promise. But you don't feel the same. And you probably never will. And that's okay. Just know that I love you. And that I'll be waiting for you. Always.
You know what I’m tired of? I’m tired of people who say that they’re there for you and then one day they aren’t there for you anymore. Like a kid with a toy, loves it to the moon and back, and as it gets older and more damaged and used it’s loved less, then one day the toy is at the back of the closet or bottom of the box thinking, “Why? What did I do to deserve this? All I did was love you as much as I could.” And those “toys” who are in the dark corner of the closet are my favorite toys. Why? Because you are the toys who lasted the longest. Even when ignored, you were there. No matter what. Maybe forgotten, but still there no matter what. All of the toys now break after a while and get thrown away. So if you are one of those toys who’s still in the closet, collecting dust in the dark, if you aren’t picked up and dusted off in the next week or two, then you will be put on a fold out table in the driveway and someone who cares, who still wants to play will pick you up and buy you for little to no money and think “That was the best buy” and the warm feeling of love and being wanted will return and the cycle will start anew, except, you have battle scars from fighting all of those aliens, saving the day, and all of the monsters under the bed disappeared. Only, the closet may show up again and again. But no matter what you will still be there and will be put through so much bull shit that you can’t take it anymore and you just break. The moral of this is, don’t take to much bull shit to the point where you break. I’m tired of it. I just don’t want you guys being like me, a broken toy that no one wants to play with or buy from a yard sale. And if you read this, reblog and let everyone know. 3
I wish we would fight like we did. At least then there was some communication.........